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  • Diend of the Decade of Happiness

    Saturday, Jun 19, 2010 4:44PM / Members only

    Well I've finally completed my degree course and implicitly my 'age of happiness' has also come to the end. I really miss my study time at both secondary school and university. There were so many memorable stuffs throughout this decade. I started to play football in Form 1, got promoted as a prefect group leader and got a ranking of 48th in final exam among the students in Form 2, met a good friend in Form 3,  got promoted as a St. John Ambulance training master and mingled with some bad students in Form 4, however went for tuition classes like mad and started to study seriously for SPM exam in Form 5 and of course flirting with girl (sniggering evilly...this is the most silly thing that I have done in my secondary school time). There's nothing much to tell about  when I was in Form 6 as it was a 'dark age'  for me throughout my study life. After Form 6 graduation, I proceeded my study at university by taking biomedic engineering course for only ten weeks as I found it's physic-based and too hard for me. Nevertheless I still met some really true and good friends (so the 10 weeks were not really wasted). Then I re-entered the university by taking biochemistry three months later. Undeniably it's quite suffering and stressful for me in the first year but things got much better as I know more and more friends because they are willing to help and used to bring me a lot of joy and fun. However, time really passes by so fast and that's the end of the decade (1999-2009) and they are now gone. Yet, all these memories and people will be always in my mind and never be forgotten.

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  • Magnifying Lens

    Friday, Feb 26, 2010 9:25PM / Members only

    I think 'magnifying lens' is the best description of myself because I tend to magnify things (despite in the wrong way). I found the following quotation from somewhere : ''unhappiness is actually arisen from the magnifying of misfortune encountered by oneself.'' I'm quite agree with this.  I know that most of the time when I'm being upset is just because of the repetitive thinking of the unhappy stuff, even though it's just a very small matter, but myself is the one who complicates and magnifies it. That's why I always need a longer time (than others) to let go a thing, that's why I'm always a pessimist. Of course, I do magnify things other than this. Just like if I'm feeling good with some people, I admit I'd be slightly bias towards them, I'll be magnifying their virtues unwarily. I just realised this when a friend told me lately. If there are two persons possessing the same virtue, undeniably, I'll be seeing it only from the person whom I feel good with while neglecting the other person's. So, as a conclusion, I admit that there's no point to magnify things, but still I can't assure if this occurs UNWARILY again.

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  • 最后

    Wednesday, Jan 13, 2010 3:56AM / Members only

    At last, friends managed to graduate on time while I have decided to stay and repeat 2 subjects despite people might doubt on my decision. Even though the 2 subjects which I'm going to take have killed me once, but I won't feel like struggling this time. No matter how my result is in the end, at least I have tried my best on it, I have done something to compensate my mistake, I used to tell myself.  I will take this as a compensation for not doing well in the previous exams because I understand that I‘m the one who has the responsibility on my own mistake.

    I have a feeling that this 'final semester' will be slightly tough to me compared to the previous semesters because Liki Group, Bro. John and  晶晶姑娘 are no longer with me (I used to seek help from them and I always want to thank them for helping me so much, I will always remember this). Moreover, long distance driving everyday will be tiring perhaps.... Whatsoever, this will be my final undergraduate campus life    .


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  • Friend or Follower????

    Thursday, Dec 24, 2009 2:54AM / Members only

    This story is regarding one of my closest friends. I'm not sure whether this is the real side of him or he has changed. I'm very upset with him recently. He merely sees himself in this world. Whatever against him or whoever disagree with him, he will consider them as untrue or evil while he is flawless all the time (Perhaps he treats himself as supreme being). Originally we had a plan to somewhere and I told him I was not happy with that plan. I told him my points and ask him to think of my situation. The response I got from him was : THIS IS YOUR PROBLEM, NOT MINE. He never think of my feelings and the plan was apparently beneficial to him only. Nevertheless, he even said that I will only think the negative side of him. After my disagreement of the plan, he rang up another friend and told him the whole story. At first the guy agreed with my points, yet this as*hole altered his thought with many reasons. What did this as*hole tell the guy? I have no idea. I only know my name has been blackened. Still he denied that he is blackening my name, he said he was just telling the truth...


    I'm wondering, why can't I just have my own thought? Why is he always the right one? What is the problem that I'm having different opinions with him? Another thing, in his mind, APOLOGY IS UNNECESSARY IN FRIENDSHIP. Does anyone agree with him? I'm not sure that this friendship can still last for how long...

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  • Blog: Thursday, Dec 3

    Thursday, Dec 3, 2009 3:23AM / Members only

    I wish I could be naive. I saw people hurting people, but I could not do anything to stop it because I don't know what is actually happening between them. Love is something very personal between two persons that others can hardly intervene.  If I help either one of them, the other maybe gets hurt, because as an outsider, you will never know who is right and who is wrong. Perhaps I should say there is always no right or wrong in love, but only tolerance and understanding !! It's totally depend on the person's decision on either to take it or leave it... Of course, once people choose to give up the relationship,  excuses must be coming along too. Sigh... I don't wish to see anyone getting hurt anymore. I wish I could be naive, don't know anything and don't see anything that is unhappy...I really hope people may choose their partner wisely and wish their relationships may last forever...

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