Today as usual go back to school study...but..im feeling so weird i always dun knw y i will bcome so moody...i really dun knw...just go to school study as usual learn everything copying down everything....thn my friend and I, we go to Library to discuss out assignment juz as usual...after that go to gym...the time go to gym is where my brain thinking lot of stuff...i just keep on smiling like usual like nothing happen but my brain think lot of stuff..thinking of homework...those pressure...thinking of friends...thinking of about relationship every kind of stuff,every part of my life stuff...i just cant express except juz type every of my feeling out...really really disturbing my thinking...really...so at gym...i was playing wif the running machine....but at the same time think about love...thinking of..is it love really important to me...at least i got my friends so what so important about love...talking about boredom is a no for me nw...i was always bz wif homework eventhough is just starting of the 4 weeks of this semester, then i think about what my friend told me about my homework...and stuff..just dun too pressure myself on homework and all those school work..but what I always think was..i need finish up my homework need to prepare everything well need to concentrate in study...i can't let my guard down..bcoz of this i was over pressure...like my friend say i need to relax need don't stress too much...but i really need to did everything perfect i try to overcome and take over limit i want train myself....just like tat...but really will very tired...and after that I'm thinking of my classmate..why everytime until assignment time my classmate will have some conflict and some misunderstanding i really dun understand and i dun wan anything happen...you guys are my friend i really dun wan like argue and quarrel even though from outside like nothing but from inside i feel lot of thing...i really need to release out...I can't afford anymore..as a classmate ya mayb sometime we will did something wrong but why just say it out and let each other know what actually we did wrong but things in assignment we just really can't do anything...just did each other best to get high marks...HHBS and of coz our very cute chon eiu and Anson...of coz not forget about others...i really happy got these friends especially HHBS...you guys really teach me lot of thing and just take care each other i am really happy I'm in this group but what others will think about us I really dun knw..they are too much of conflict in our class sometimes...sometimes I really don't understand why...really...I really hope that we guys can really stay happy...mayb you guys will say nothing...but...just my feeling only...forgive me if I say anything wrong....talking about relationship now...I always say single is the best maybe just to convince myself what HHBS say is right but if i don't think like tat i really dun knw what i will do oso...I just sometimes really want to love a girl but as u guys say lets time flow mayb will meet someday...haha..but...what i was thinking now....was always not relationship is always friends as HHBS know which girl i love...but...nw is no more love...i will find one in future...coz i really very pressure on something but I dun knw wat is tat...all I want just a happy life without any problems that all I hope...and of coz happy study oso dun pressure too much...after saying all these here i feel better already...
Sorry for typing until so much and so messy...just type like this got two reason
1) I just type every of my feeling out without accordance
2) Maybe some of you will lost patience and don't want to read
3) Just type to express I not really want my friends to see this...scare will b more conflict..so type lot....
Happy always
