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Sum Nguyen


Are You calling me?

I can not tell

The answer that might set me free

Cause I feel like I am in a shell

Am I listening hard enough?

Because it seems so tough

Nothing but scattered roaming thoughts

The things that I have sought

Are not in full light

Or were they already in sight?

And I refused to just recognize

My only compromise?

The decision I must make

Is only for me to take

Will it be the right one?

Or will it be something I want undone?

I believe I made my judgement long ago

And I just did not know

Now I know what to do

That is to follow YouHere you are, roaming my thoughts

Knowing you are not here, has left me incessantly wrought

Leaving behind a never ending longing

Time just seems to be falling

I am here

And in tears

You are there

How do we bear?

Past times flood back into memory

They seem to flow in a perfect scenary

First, anger; then, sorrow; finally, happiness

Then the cycle starts all over again

But joy is one that will forevermore remain

Now I know

It is because you love me so

I love you all the same

And it is never in vain

All is unconditional

"Faith, Hope, and Love remained. And the greatest of these is Love."I feel this strong warming aura emanating from you

No matter what kind of essence;

The mere beloved being, thought, memories

Smiles, laughter, serenity, happiness...are those I hold dear to me true from you..

You are like the star that glows from afar,

the shining moon that looms,

the light giving sight

What you have is special

What you have is indescribable

You are one of a kind

You are part of my anchor to life

One of my everythingTears

They streak down my face because of you my dear friend

You have done nothing wrong

Yet I feel this way

Saddened, torn, untrue, alone

Why should I feel alone, I know deep in my heart you will always be there...right?

Well that's where I want you to be

But I feel like you will leave me one day

So many questions left unanswered....questions you cannot answer for me

I wish you were able to

Maybe it's for the best you need not know this

There would be no point

What can you do about it?

It's a burden I need to face on my matter how much it hurts

No matter how many tears streak down my face..These unspoken words

When will it leave my lips?

Today? Tomorrow? Never?

Shall I confess?

Get it off my chest?

Been on the brink

Think I'm gonna sink


Going back and forth

Not getting anywhere

Even then, if I speak, where will that lead?

I've been holding back

Won't be long til I crack

I've tried my hardest to keep it at bay

Don't have to anymore when I have my sayA vast sea of glimmering blue oceans

Never ending intertwining tides

Bound in one motion,

Inept to tear away from its side

The ever radiant moon

Fading in and out

Trying to shroud itself by evermore shadowing clouds

Phasing incessantly naturally

In the end, only falling into the hands of vulnerability

And found to be once again enveloped in darkness's obscurity

Like ocean with tide and

Moon with darkness,

Can't help but be attached

Why do you insist on going your way?

That path you take

Can you not just stay?

Stay here, where you truly belong

For all our sakes

Do you not realize it is shattering who you are?

I believe you can become so much more

Just stop wherever you may be,

Come back..and continue your life here.. Where you once were before..

Can you not feel, no, see the immeasurable pain in the eyes of those you hold dear?

They are calling out to you

Begging for you

Wanting you, wishing to hold on to you

How can you walk away and not try to turn around?

I wish for you to return home one day, your home...

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Sum Nguyen

Location United States
Languages Spoken english, vietnamese
Gender female
Member Since March 6, 2011