Are You calling me? I can not tell The answer that might set me free Cause I feel like I am in a shell Am I listening hard enough? Because it seems so tough
Nothing but scattered roaming thoughts The things that I have sought Are not in full light Or were they already in sight? And I refused to just recognize My only compromise?
The decision I must make Is only for me to take Will it be the right one? Or will it be something I want undone?
I believe I made my judgement long ago And I just did not know Now I know what to do That is to follow You
Here you are, roaming my thoughts Knowing you are not here, has left me incessantly wrought Leaving behind a never ending longing Time just seems to be falling
I am here And in tears You are there How do we bear?
Past times flood back into memory They seem to flow in a perfect scenary First, anger; then, sorrow; finally, happiness Then the cycle starts all over again But joy is one that will forevermore remain
Now I know It is because you love me so I love you all the same And it is never in vain All is unconditional
"Faith, Hope, and Love remained. And the greatest of these is Love."
-One of my Everything-
I feel this strong warming aura emanating from you
No matter what kind of essence; The mere beloved being, thought, memories
Smiles, laughter, serenity, happiness...are those I hold dear to me true from you..
You are like the star that glows from afar, the shining moon that looms, the light giving sight
What you have is special What you have is indescribable You are one of a kind You are part of my anchor to life
One of my everything
Tears They streak down my face because of you my dear friend
You have done nothing wrong Yet I feel this way
Saddened, torn, untrue, alone Why should I feel alone, I know deep in my heart you will always be there...right? Well that's where I want you to be But I feel like you will leave me one day
So many questions left unanswered....questions you cannot answer for me
I wish you were able to Maybe it's for the best you need not know this There would be no point What can you do about it? It's a burden I need to face on my own...no matter how much it hurts No matter how many tears streak down my face..
These unspoken words When will it leave my lips? Today? Tomorrow? Never?
Shall I confess? Get it off my chest? Been on the brink Think I'm gonna sink
Indecisive Going back and forth Not getting anywhere Even then, if I speak, where will that lead?
I've been holding back Won't be long til I crack I've tried my hardest to keep it at bay Don't have to anymore when I have my say
A vast sea of glimmering blue oceans Never ending intertwining tides Bound in one motion, Inept to tear away from its side
The ever radiant moon Fading in and out Trying to shroud itself by evermore shadowing clouds Phasing incessantly naturally In the end, only falling into the hands of vulnerability And found to be once again enveloped in darkness's obscurity
Like ocean with tide and Moon with darkness, Can't help but be attached
Why do you insist on going your way? That path you take Can you not just stay? Stay here, where you truly belong For all our sakes
Do you not realize it is shattering who you are? I believe you can become so much more Just stop wherever you may be, Come back..and continue your life here.. Where you once were before..
Can you not feel, no, see the immeasurable pain in the eyes of those you hold dear? They are calling out to you Begging for you Wanting you, wishing to hold on to you How can you walk away and not try to turn around? I wish for you to return home one day, your home...