My miserable stage of life...

I don't know why.. this year.. i'm very fed up with the exam.. I can't make myself study according to schedule.. even when I'm sitting right in front of my notes.. i can't concentrate..

Feel like killing myself..

En plus, my physical behaviours does not match my mental thoughts(don't really know how to describe it..).. Physically, i'm extremely unwilling to sit and study all day.. but mentally, I know that's what I must do.. Man.. feel horrible.. two exams tomorrow.. but nothing is in my head..

Is flunking the right thing to do??!

Can't wait till exam's over.. SUMMER >.> work = $$