
So long, you never know, not only is it right? You care about, enter your space, see your message, our ratio, the original, you have more friends than I, my lonely much more than you, so, I told myself in my heart, here so far, forced himself not to think about you, because I am afraid you will be tired, afraid he'll get hurt, I want to protect people too much, want to protect my person only that one? Two? I am a selfish man, I fear to pay, I desire is so strong, I do not allow other people and I have you, even if it is just sad friendship, so I didn't have a single friend. This is my true inner thoughts, I will not be jealous, I just got angry, angry will no longer care, I would like to take the initiative to contact friends, began to also take the initiative to contact a friend, then I will no longer active, because an active make me tired, I want handsome alive, deemed too difficult, I was too frivolous, I withdraw my previous to the father said, home for me, what it means, I really don't know, in memory of the deep love TV often say father, and mother, but the meaning of home, I really feel not so well, I had not to move or retreat think I'm mom and dad 's biological daughter, now is not so strong, I really doubt is it right? I pick up, I seem aunt and uncle 's children, perhaps I am really too disappoint them.
But I have tried to show them. I am not a nothing is right. Bad child, I have my ability, I want to tell them, I am very serious on the University, but the results?
I tried to draw back the prize was brother said to the outside sell fake, a word from his mouth to say is how the light side of the force a smile, but I, how heart pain who will know.
A person outside me, what, family. Who knows?
Is it right? Had sister-in-law, home is bad?
From the first day to start looking at other parents to pick up their kids tell myself, I grow up, can leave the parents.
People always say that childhood is wonderful, but I seem to be sad, think about it, most ear echoes, is scolded sound.
My family want farther and farther away from me, maybe I really want to. I always consoled themselves, they are too busy, no scruples to me. But the family who is busy? They are too tired, perhaps is really too tired.
Envy envy does not come, I was a defective, I feel very bad, always live very sad.
But I was a child, one has no children, I want to go to school, while feed themselves, perhaps, I choose to give up the one thing.
Two weeks is not out of the school gate, I do not know that the two remember how to live, maybe you think, I'm sure like at home, everywhere crazy,
But how to do it, not the way you think.
Why I don't go to see her, even though she was ill, because I hate her, I don't even want to admit that she is my dear, why so don't believe me, why so hurt me, why so sure that person is me, because there is someone to tell you, I have been to the room? Don't forget, it was my grandfather 's death. So I remember it so clear, never forget,
Then I would also like to go home? Hehe, maybe to me there is still a house, at least, back for holiday, I have a room, have a bed, can let me sleep, but when the neighbor asked me," what is your home? " Then sarcastically laughed and said," not, early is not your home," Yeah, that was not my home.
New year's day with Dad, had a quarrel, because I adhere to my aunt, father said angrily, which has run a year, but he did not know, for me, there is my home.
I enjoy my aunt on my every word of greeting, each a concern, and every eye. It seems to me that no more important than that.
Like the old classes, he likes to listen to others speak, I also, I like to listen to others to speak, but I never say good..
We are not wrong, this is God's fault, the generation gap.
But I also only is in the adolescent girl. What will you tolerate me, I want to take over the age of 30.
World and what is fair, it is life
Fed up with life these days, so do not want to go, I want to do is - _ _ - self rescue.
Seems to need what to when to rely on, I never had to rely on.
It is only my own.
Perhaps, as I loved you, read will very angry, will think I am not sensible, perhaps in the future I will regret this message, you just one last time I understand it, is when I talk rubbish well, I will as himself in the vent psychological hold too much complaint, I I feel very sorry may say, I won't be so unbalance.
Later I will live well, although inevitably have a grudge. I also could like before, smile at the mirror said" no big deal, good, nice".