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  • Pig= Bye bye single~

    Tuesday, Sep 2, 2008 7:07PM / Standard Entry / Members only

    HAhaa. I am back again. As you can see from the head of this entry," bye bye single~". I AM no more single. I had found that perfect girl in my life. And I love her so. I don't know. Is a very weird kind of feeling. I don't know. Love is something so so amazing. A kind of feeling I can't resist. Whenever she is with me, I feel so so happy. I swear I can look at her whole day. HAHAA. OK. I know I've been mushy. But I seriously just wanna let her know, I love her so so much. And remember darling, I am all ears. Whenever you have a problem, I will be there alright?!

    Our very first picture.

     

    Isn't she just beautiful?? Hahaa. And she is a VERY VERY TALENTED girl. Her drawing is so so amazing. I swear. I love her drawing so much. Comparing to my super lousy drawing, she is far too good. HAhaa. One of her drawing for her art exam.

     So what do you think people?? HAhaa.

    Perfect artist, perfect lady.

     

     ANYWAY, back to the singing stuff. I promise, soon alright?! I just hope people won't feel aweful about my voice. AHaha.

    Ok. I'm gonna sleep. Very tired. Cya people soon ok! And I miss everyone in AnD~

    Sign off.

     


  • Pig= Happy Birthday to my Elder sisters!

    Thursday, Aug 14, 2008 2:53AM / Standard Entry / Members only

    On 12th of August, 11.56pm, before the clock hits 12 midnight, My brother-in-law and me gave my eldest sister a surprise. Once the clock hits 12 midnight, I opened the door to our room, where my sister, who was supposed to be asleep was shocked by the cake and she cried. Hahaa. Cry baby.

     But at least, she was happy. Too bad my second sis is staying in her school hostel or I bet we will have even more fun.

     And I miss my second sis so much. I hope she miss me too.  

    My sis and her husband.

    My mum, my dad, my sis and I.

     

     Happy 25th SIS, YOU ARE GETTING OLD~

    I'm gonna get a haircut tommorrow, so expect something ok people? And my throat is feeling better. Might be the cause of smoking that cause my throat to feel so uncomfortable. But I change from Reds to a much lighter one, Ice mint. But still, I prefer Reds I guess.

    Look forward to my singing oK!!!

    Sign off.

     


  • Pig= Updates~!

    Tuesday, Aug 12, 2008 4:55PM / Standard Entry / Members only

    Hey people, I am back again. Hahaa. Have been helping my father out, so kinda busy. Hahaa. Very tiring. Carrying so much stuff. Sigh. But is better than me, just sitting around, doing nothing right?? But I've been enjoying life lately.

    On the 9th of August 2008, we celebrated Singapore 43th Birthday.  And I did enjoy myself with the group. Having so much fun hanging around, joking around. And the fireworks this year was so boring. Oh, for your information, Singapore doesn't allow fireworks due to the fact that it can hurt anyone around the area easily, I guess?

    So some photos update for that day and the day before that day which is the 8th of August.

    The ladies.

     

    And the guys.

    we were supposed to act stupid.

     

    And the group. Em, Jian's has been covered by Yiqi's cap. SO, ONE MORE.

     

    Now, Yan Fu's face been covered..  

    Too bad I guess. Hahaa.

    Pictures taken on the 9th of August.

    Johnathan with the "Peace hand sign. He looks like a idiot.

    That's me with the "Peace" Hand sign. I too, look like a idiot.

    Yan fu, Pei rong.

    Mr Jia jian. Ermm, don't ask me what the hell was he doing. I am not sure too.

    Emo Hui na, Emo Yiqi.

    Yup. The one on the right is me. I was sleeping. SLEEPING. Standing up. Cool huh.

    Take 1! NG! Try another one.

    That's better!

     

     On the 10th of August, Outing with 2 of my best friends ever. They shop around so much, that everyone's legs were aching. Argh. Girls. HAHAa. Just kidding. I mean I miss those great time with them. The 6 of us. But, I guess that will never happen again then. Some disagreement here and there. Sigh.

    And photos for the 10th of August.

    Ah mei mei, meaning younger sister (She is the youngest in the group) and me.

    Yvon and me. This girl just love me so much.  She loves to take those crazy faces expression with me. HAhaa. I doubt you will believe me if I say I don't enjoy taking with her.

    Number 1.

    Number 2. This is one of the fun moments. After this picture was taken, she was complaining, saying " Shouldn't you look at me because I was going to eat you up! Then I was, "OK~ One more I guess".

    Number 3. There. Now, I'm looking at her mouth.

    Number 4.

     

    And number 5.

    Then Yvon wanted to take a picture with Ah mei. But Ah mei was so tired to even stand up to take the picture. So the picture turn out like this, yvon standing up and Ah mei sitting down. HAhaa.

    The three of us.

    And the last one.

    I did enjoyed myself that day. I mean it has been at least 2 months or more since we last met. So yup. I miss those 2.

    Ok. I believe you guys did enjoy the picture of me and Kiki right? The one that he is on my shoulder. Here is one great one too. This is so funny. I was asking my sister to take a picture of me and kiki because he was just staring at me. So I kinda "scolded" him for staring me, Here is the picture.

     HAhaa. Don't it looks great? Hahaa.


     I know, people out there, maybe not a lot, but some of you looking forward to my voice right? HAhaa. But I have problems with my throat recently. Bad coughing, sore throat and flu. Sigh. But, SOON OK!!! Because I am also looking forward to let you people comments about my voice.

     Ok. Gonna go. Long entry huh?

     Take care everyone.

    Sign off.


  • Pig= I am finally Back.

    Sunday, Aug 3, 2008 4:02AM / Standard Entry / Members only

    Hey people, I am back!! Yup.

    I am doing much better now. I will wanna thanks Jaine and Casara. Thanks to the both of you. And Casara, really thank you so. I don't say I am feeling completely well, but at least much better than before. HAhaa. And thanks for the long long email. It was real long man. But still, thanks for the concern. Jaine and you are the best people I have ever know from AliveNotDead.

     Finally, I am starting to look more to the bright side. Life is not that bad afterall. It only lies in the way you look at it. At least I am back to the cheerful, great Desmond. Oh, by the way, I am Desmond. I really wish to change my name in AliveNotDead but it don't seems to work.

    So call me Desmond if you want. I prefer that name.

     Life wasn't that bad. Em, I can still enjoy myseelf a little even with not much money. Back to my reading of books, playing my favourite games and watching those great shows. And lots of movies recently.

     The Mummy is a good one, The Strangers is a Bad one. And much more.

     Just some photos to show you people out there and you will know how close I am with my dogs.

     Hahaha. This is Kiki. I force him to sit on my shoulders. He was very afraid in the first place, but was used to it after a few more times. HAhaa. Isn't he cute?

     And the nice photo that took me a very long time to take the "perfect" one. I took around 20 shots to get a good one.

     Yoyo, The fatty sleeping soundly under the sofa. And it was hard for me to take a picture of him sleeping without waking him up due to the strong flashlight from my phone. You need some skills to do this ok?!!

     

     Hahaa. Ok people, I hope you enjoy yourself and I will be sure to update some past events photos soon! Lastly, I thank everyone in AnD. Everyone loves AnD right?

    Sign off.


  • Pig= Those burdens..

    Monday, Jul 7, 2008 10:33AM / Standard Entry / Members only

    Monday, 7th July 2008. Time now 10.34am, in my room..

    I am typing this because I am feeling so miserable.. Everything that shouldn't be happening in my life, those stuffs that I never thought will ever happens to me.. I feel so depress.. I don't have anyone to speaks to or talks to now..

    All those big burdens on me.. I can't push them away, they are way too heavy for me to handle.. I don't know what to do now.. Just fucking crying like a baby and trying to let out those unhappy stuffs inside of me that I had kept it for so so long.. Isn't this world all about pretending??.. Even when people are facing big problems like family problems, They still have to fucking pretend that they are fine, everything is ok.. This is what I am currently doing for the past few years of my life..

     All those problems.. How I wish everything that is happening is just a dream.. So I can wake up and just lead my life happily, but I can't..

    I blame myself for not able to study well, or should I just say I am born dumb.. Stupid.. For the past 17 years I had live on this earth, I couldn't find a aim for myself.. I doesn't seems to have any talents.. I am stupid..

     Singing??.. I doubt so.. I am not confident with my own voice, so how am I going to even be a singer?.. A singer without looks is rubbish, worthless.. People nowadays only go after their idol just because they look charming and beautiful..

     I am so down.. Damn mother fucker.. So much problems I am handling.. I wish that I can just completely shut myself from the outside world.. Give myself a good rest.. From all this fucking shit.. I hate it.. I hate whatever is happening to me..

    I am getting sick of all this shits..

     Fuck my good-for-nothing brain, fuck my singing, fuck my worthless health condition, fuck my life..


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