[COPIED from FACEBOOK]

I usually don't like talking/ranting about my personal/family issues/problems in Facebook notes or anywhere technically public, but this time ... it's just so overwhelming in a sense ... that it somewhat pisses me off, because it is REDICULOUS!~ DX<

Some of you know about this already ... from the beginning ... when I was still in Toronto and others, in Hong Kong, we have talked about this before (thanks for listening and being there for me ... you know who you are). And to those who have gone through family situations like this, please give me advice. T___T (And thanks, Daisy, Zie, and Ziki, for hearing me out. I really appreciate it.)

I have taken this situation at a mature level-minded manner and I do believe that I did the right thing when approaching this situation in the end. Even my mother said so too. But, today, my dad asked me if I knew about it and I told him the truth, my grandma (his mother) told me about it and about the previous incident, when I was a baby. And then, later, he had to say that he wants to eliminate all the people he thinks that are "useless" (無用) and said that I could have supported my mom by confronting him about why he has been having an outside relationship with another woman. Like ... HELLO!!! WTF! Would it have benefited my mother and/or me if I had confronted him earlier?! I doubt it. It wouldn't have stopped him either way. So why do something that would have had no positive effect what-so-ever in your own favour?! I am not stupid. >_> I don't want all 3 of us to be miserable/upset, nor do I want this family to fall apart.

I cannot believe my own father thinks he has no fault in this, and even ACTS as if he has no fault in this! Like WTF! Is it MY FAULT that HE's CHEATING behind the immediate family's back, and mainly my mother?! WTF?! And, I'll say it again ... I'M TOTALLY AGAINST CHEATING!~ D< Especially, if you're in a MARRIED relationship!

I cried SO HARD after I hung up with him on the phone. I was SO UPSET and PISSED. I couldn't believe that he indirectly said that I was "無用". Because I wasn't. I was keeping quiet for the benefit of the family, for goodness sakes. D< SO ... FUCK YOU, DAD!~ I used to LOOK UP to you when I was little, but not anymore. We used to be CLOSE, but not anymore. I used to RESPECT you (as a MAN and a HUSBAND & FATHER), but not anymore. And, NO, you are WRONG! I WAS THERE FOR MY MOM! D<

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