Friday night I've been to Rack's for the painting live performance of Andrew Lin and Li Zan :)
It was great and I wish I could buy the 2 paintings that represent "Alive not Dead"







After the performance, I had the chance to party with my friends from AnD and to meet new ones.

Foreground is Nic (from Nic is coming...), background is just... Lee HAHAHA


With Raffi and Stephen


Renee, my new friend. She tried to give me her shot of Absynth but as i'm a really bad drinker i almost died by just sipping her glass...


Yes I know, Li Tong noticed too Xiao Ting and me were dressing the same way !


Robert and Li Tong...I think Li Tong should have the picture of me with them


Am I lucky ? Yes, i think i am...


...even twice ;)


I didn't get the chance to take a picture with Daniel Wu, who was there also that night.
It's ok i could eat his delicious bday chocolate cake ;)


It was really nide to finally party again with Stephen and Raffi and for the first time for me, with AnD artists.  I definitively must come more often to HK !

Despite an obvious lack of sleep, I finally finished reading Twilight at 5AM 2 days ago.
I must say that since the last Harry Potter came out I was sad to not having any teenager's story to read. Yeah that's right, I like this kind of literature I think it's relaxing and more magic than adult stories.
Anyway, I totally enjoyed this 1st book and I would love share it with my chinese friends as I saw the book in mandarin version in a bookstore few weeks ago.


I am like probably 99.9% of the fans, fascinated by Edward. Ok he is supposed to be the most gorgeous male creature on Earth but i promise that's not the reason why i like him.
When i read "Interview with a vampire" from Anne Rice, I though her vision of vampires was terribly human and for the first time they were not represented like thirsty monsters but just like damned undead humans.That time (i was 17 if im not wrong), Louis and Lestat feelings were a little complex for me and my poor experience in feelings. I didn't really understand the kind of "love" Anne Rice wanted her vampires to have and I was more like what's the big deal with leaving endlessly without anyone of your kind by your side ?? And come on Louis, human blood must taste better than rat's one...don't be picky hahaha

Edward has this same issue with this eternity of solitude and his predator instinct. Stephenie Meyer was really good at explaining how he could feel and i specially enjoyed the dialogs between Ed (yeah we are close friend haha ) and Bella in the forest.
"- And so the lion fell in love with the lamb...
- What a stupid lamb...
- What a sick, masochistic lion..."
Yeah I know, it's a kinda cheesy, but it's ok i expected it before beginning the book so i could handle it. ;) This quote summarizes perfectly the ironical situation between the 2 characters. I loved that. I must be a little cruel to be delighted by this.

I came by curiosity to the Stephenie Meyer's official website and I delightedly discovered she added a playlist at each book. She explained that it was the music she was listening while she was writing the books. So it's like a soundtrack for book. I think this idea pretty funny even brilliant. Listening the playlist and reading how she thought about her characters, the relationship she created between her and the fiction was a very interesting experience. She feed my empathy and she put "Time is running out " by Muse, so she definitively got me hahaha

Hollywood rules being always the same, this best seller has been adapted into a movie.
Ed will played by Robert "Cedric Diggory" Pattinson. It's funny because when HP4 came out I was fan of Cedric and when i saw the trailer of Twilight i couldn't remember who Edward reminded me.




Video: http://fr.youtube.com/watch?v=kTiaKvXqOtQ

it's almost 6AM and i can not sleep.
I think it's pretty ironical since my body is very tired from 1 month with 5h or 6h of sleep per night.
And no it's not because i danced too much !
I got a new job, a really exciting, fulfilling and ...tiring job. I must be kinda masochist or something to accept to do the job of 7 different positions AND beside that to accept to have freelance job.
Yes i didn't type wrong, i said 7 positions:
Artistic director
Graphic designer
Marketing manager
Project manager
Corporate coach
Business development manager 
Interior designer
and my side jobs are various like webmaster, webdesigner or assistant photographer....
They like calling me "Superwoman" and somehow because they trust me and because they probably need to believe I can solve all their problems, i must make them keep on thinking this way. As long as i am positive, they will be ok, so i must be strong.
My feelings are really confused about this and most of people don't understand why i'm so involved in this job when the price to pay is a perpetual processing brain. I don't have the answer ...but my heart is telling me i am doing the right thing. Nothing is impossible, just do it.
You must think i'm crazy...

What about my humanity in all this shit ?
Did I turn into a machine without noticing it ? i think maybe yes...because my schedule don't allow me any time to have selfish emotions. My empathy is used only for the sake of my work. it's like having a limited access to my heart. hahaha i can't help talking about myself as a machine lately, it's funny and terribly pathetic. Whatever

To end with a lighter note than my self introspection, i bought 3 weeks ago a netbook, the Acer Aspire One.


It sounded really childish to buy a 2nd laptop but it didn't took me long to confirm i really needed it, specially when I found softwares to turn Minigunbuster (yeah it's his name because the big laptop is Gunbuster) into a ebook reader. There are bunch of book's i'd like to read but the storage is a serious problem to me. I wanted to buy a Sony Ebook reader but it was too expensive for just a ebook reader. Minigunbuster satisfy all my needs about reading, watching, surfing, working for less than 1kg and suitable in my girly hand bag. Who said perfection ? haha
Here comes my few cultural lines.
First, I finally got the chance to start the Twilight Saga from Stephenie Meyer. I wanted to read it more than 2 years ago and the announcement of the 1st movie adaptation hurged me to read it before the end of this year. Vampires are from far my favorite damned creatures since "Interview with a vampire". This eternal struggle to keep his own humanity despite the need of killing is fascinating and terribly sad.
What kind of vampire would you like to be ?
I would probably hate my human empathy. Centuries of internal struggling to reject to become an animal and the agony of the solitude would drive me crazy.

It has been like more than 2 weeks that I wanted to update my blog without having the chance to do it... >_<
Damn it !!

No i'm not dead =p !!!

Actually I went to Vietnam for 2 weeks and i came back last week to Shanghai. I wanted to post about my trip in this blog but I got to be really busy with XWT right after my return. in few words, Vietnam is beautiful... out of the city. I stayed in Hochiminh city and i must admit I enjoyed better the small cities i visited. Landscapes were amazing. But hopefully I was with my parents in Hochiminh and listening them telling my story, showing me where we used to live when i was born, where they used to go to school, where my grandpa had worked etc. helped me to fill a empty space in my memory. Now i can say i know better my roots, but i also realized cruelly i didn't feel Vietnam was my home. I felt bad about this feeling, like I was ungrateful...

Anw, last wednesday i returned to China.
I couldn't wait coming back to dance class. I super missed it when i was in vietnam.
But somehow i believe this break of dancing allowed me to be more effective in class now.
As a proof, Ryan's class below:


Beside that, my brain is in a constant activity lately and even if i'm tired I'm happy. Unexpectedly, since i came back, few affairs got my attention. I had the choice to stay as witness or to come on board. Guess my choice.
This time I must use more than just my creativity, like my knowledge in marketing and project management, and also my empathy, my faith in teamwork, my diplomacy. You can basically say the current situation is testing both my skills and my heart...People may think I must be crazy or very naive to get involved that much in "a war that is not mine" with no compensation. But deep inside, my heart is telling me i'm right to try and i don't care about getting a material reward, because I guess my friendship is free.

Oh well, I didn't plan to share my inmost soul, but this time it has overflowed : I have a new challenge and I love that ! ;)