June 19th 2010 Saturday afternoon at the peak of Cheung Chau
I was sitting on a comfy chair inside a cozy sitting room in a villa with eyes closed, singing along a beautiful song with the rest of the group there. The song was so beautiful that I just couldn’t stop myself from singing along it even though my throat was a bit sore that day.
The melody was still going and people were still singing, but suddenly something stopped me from singing alone, so I stopped. Few seconds later tears just came busting out from my closed eyes! Yeah~ as some of you already know I have always been a crybaby, but this is nothing the same as my usual way of "cry". I felt warm and peaceful; I even got the time to pull out my tongue to taste if my tears are real and salty!
I opened my eyes, I can see that people sitting on the opposite side of the room were still singing with their eyes closed, then I looked out the windows behind them, the sky was just so beautiful!
At that moment while I was saying to myself in my mind that “It is just so beautiful!”, another wave of “warmness and peacefulness”( in fact there are no word in any language which I know of can describe it right) came through inside me... That was the moment! And there were no more excuse for me not to return to you!
I now know you were there, you are here and you would always be with me. Just like that beautiful song said
"雖不見你,觸不到你
但是我知,你正在對我低語
喔!主耶穌 喔!主耶穌
我深知道你一直就在這裡..."
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=faUl6X-77ZM
Dear God, thank you so much for leading me back to you, thank you so much for letting me know how much you love me and I know you would always loving me as you always do, no word can really describe how grateful I am!! Please continue to give me faith and guide me to walk step by step onto the path you’ve prepared for me. In the name of Jesus Chris, Amen.