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what's wrong with me?

i feel sick, exhausted n scared.

i wanna sleep all day, n i don't wanna talk 2 anybody.

i'm sad, but i can't cry.

i can't breath n i feel desperated.

all the memories rush 2 me which i can't stop thinking.

i must be insane.

i still miss u so much. i can't stop it, too.

but u know, i'm nobody 2 u.

so i force myself not 2 contact u, even u said i'm ur dear family member.

i just don't figure out why u cheat on me again n again.

why u lie 2 me?

why u told me that u love me so much, but u still wanna hang out with other girls.

u said u r afraid of the love u feel on me.

let me tell u, the truth is u don't love me any more.

it's a tragedy that i still love u, although i know all the time that u r together with other girl before we broke up.

i saw ur photos. she is beautiful n u r so far away from me.

suddenly, i realized that maybe ur world is just the place where i am never able 2 get in.

i believe that as time goes by, i will forget u eventually.

just like i said: forgive, forget, forward.

it's just...  i lose the feeling of love.

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