oops,in this period of time, i feel not happy at all.

coz im jealous? no, from the bottom of my heart i know i absolutely not into that kind of girl, i even didnt start any kinds of realtionship with her! so who shes gonna date  is none of my business,even the boy is my friend, i should stand there and throw them good wishes selflessly,any way, isn it the result i want?

well, i know my dream girl is there, since i missed some signals she gave out, maybe ill never got a opportunity, but now im so eager to have her!!

and im almost unpleasant with everybody around, i dont wanna talk to them, i nitpick  their actions, i think what they did are far from enough.alought i know im the guy with various weakness and defects.

suddenly i recalled a anonymous girl define me as a guy who cant see others' merits in my blog.is that the truth? some of my friends have started to complain about me , maybe in every aspects of my personality.

anyway,i got my niece's latest photo,though it was one month ago,really wish my lovely sis can have a good life with her family!\

here u go,my niece, 吴佳颖-Yolanda

gee,i got obsessive-compulsive disorder,OCD!!!

WHAT CAN I DO

though its not a newfangled thing, i still manna make a mark for these people.

aiweiwei

christina chan

feng zhenghu

tan zuoren

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several secs ago, i started to imagin, can we really build up a  little tiny Sukhavati place where those so-call activists or dissident fellows can make a quick work of their pints happily everyday and write all kinds of articles about democracy and human rights freely,without any inexplicable investigations?

ok, im a nameless guy and i absolutely have no rights to suspect or criticize the governments and its political systems.however,i think everything in this world goes with the same reasons,thats if u open ur heart and bring in more suggestions,instead of covering up for everything,explaining for accidents with excuses and keeping shirking responsibilities,the citizens could live better,regardless of the development of the economy.

recently i recieved lots of materials about anti-party,i doubt that if they r some kinds of prominent schemes released by dissent countries,but lately i started to get tired about thinking those questions .

let the wars explode,and im gonna run the world.

hahaha.........

tonight i snooped her blog furtively,yes,snoop and furtively.

i dont know why,and i dont know if everyone else would like doing things furtively just like me. im even addicted to it.

all right,back to the track.i read some words of her blog that talk about something seem about me,coz its anonymous.anyway im not sure,but that does give me some excitment.

for quite a long time i didnt realize the existence of myself, its a amazing feeling that u know u r concerned or remebered by somebody,so i guess i turn to believe its about me subconsciously.

ok,anyway i know u got a good knowledge of living well.whether u care about me or not.wish u have  a good life!