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  • Ba bye...good for nothing life

    Friday, Oct 23, 2009 11:49PM / Members only

    No more good for nothing finally...

    tho it's not what I want,I am now very satisfied with this...coz...

    I could be able to stay together with my family when I working as a so called 'cashier'...

    so called 'captain' at a cafe in my lovely hometown--- Mukah !

    I woke up quite early dis morning...but it wasn't dat good

    Mom and Nancy were each other cried just bcos of money...

    sumtimes i am wondering how could money be so powerful...it could make a person cries,2 good relationship person quarell,whole family to quarell...bla bla bla...scary thing ever but somehow we love it what!

    always,i want to write down lots of things dat happened in my life...but i am kinda too lazy...

    lately,just busying with work at Sweet & Sour cafe...

    and so far get to know 3 new friends...being quite good with 3 of them lately...

    just bla bla bla 38 here 38 there when our cafe has no customers

    I showed 3 of them those baking procuts I have made...

    they praised it and yet said I am great...

    Sumthing pop out in my mind when they said so...

    'BEING NOT EVEN A SIDE CHARACTER IN OTHER PLACES,

     I WOULD RATHER ALWAYS BE MAIN CHARACTER IN HERE'

    what they praised is just some rubbish which Melvin used to think...used to say...used to shit..

    but for them,I am great...pandainya!!!

    Which road should be taken?

    A)someone who's even smaller than a side character?

    B)someone who's always the main character and show off her skills anytime?

    Well...im unable to answer it yet...

    God will be choosing dat for me...what should i do now?

    easy! just sit on ur right position and be fresh,be smart,be energetic everytime when u r working at cafe!

    dat's ur job for now...and maybe something brighter is waiting for me there...jiayew!!!

    kept thinking of slimming down my fatty piggy meaty body but yet now still fatty piffy meaty body

    bro's wedding is just around a corner...but i am soooo fat!!! well...just be confident is enuf,right right?

    well...say sumthing to console the fatty meaty piggy Joanna...yucky!

    Just to say bye bye to good for nothing life...at least................

    i have a job now...considered as a job? Yes...maybe!!

    Let's end this blog up with all of these todae...

    see ya again,bloggy...when I have another new mood to write a new blog...

    Good night

  • Good for nothing again

    Wednesday, Sep 9, 2009 10:13PM / Members only

    Here I am,with my good for nothing life again.

    I tot I will be soon having a new job in Brunei...

    What the fuck,who knows?

    Just now,dad said the worker in shop stole few bottles of expensive wines.

    WTH,and dat worker is not a good person...his face is all the time weird and reddish! Yucky...

    And dad complaint dat he's getting older and older but have to go open the shop and carry those heavy stuffs everyday.

    Bro goes to the shop too late and every heavy stuffs are mostly carried by dad.

    dat sounds bad...i dun want dad to be like dat

    I really realized dat he's getting older and older.

    I want to wake up early tomorrow and go out to carry for him tomorrow.

    I dun want to stay up till morning and then sleep in the day...

    Just do what usually human dun like to do...NO WAY

    STOP~~~~~!!!!!

    so have to sleep earlier tonight...

    tho I dun have a job now,at least i want to be an useful person !!!

  • The happiest moment ever!

    Wednesday, Aug 26, 2009 4:39PM / Members only

    Finally....I have passed my driving test

    26th of August 2009.

    The unforgettable day.

    Went to the driving place about 9 dis morning ...

    Mom came pay me a visit and so Nancy came...

    Who knows after Nancy left,there's my turn.

    How I worried dat I will fall down while stopping right in the middle of the small mountain.

    But yet I did it well...and then S parking -> 3 points turnings...All went on well

    HAPPII HAPPII AND HAPPII

    At 2p.m , went to the place again to have the 'on the road' test.

    I was kinda nervous and didn't change the gear to 2 and directly made a turn.

    Even the JPJ yelled 'Errrrrrrrrrrr'

    And yet,I passed the test...

    I will be having my car license on Wed or Thursday...

    I guess I have edi spent 2 years on the license...i got it finally

    Pheeeeew

    While dad and mom were waiting for me to have the test.

    Dad had edi sticked the 'P' sticker on the car...how rush..

    Sooo funny...hahahaha

    Maybe have edi confirmed that Melvyn has rejected to hire me..

    Im happy tho...Cheh...such a job..who cares!!!

    Just bought many food from puasa place..

    Going to eat it now...Yummy Yummy~~~

    Selamat Berbuka Puasa...right? whatever...lol...


  • Helpless

    Monday, Aug 17, 2009 12:36AM / Members only

    The first thing that I can use to describe my feeling right now is just --HELPLESS

    I sent few emails to Melvyn and I know all the products I made is really sucks...

    Very homemade,no standard at all...

    Even sis and bro in law said so...

    I received his mail now...

    He told me dat none of my products impress him.

    I tried my best...I dunno what to do anymore.

    No one helps me,your demand is too high for me...

    I dun have any experiences,but I dun scared to work harder and even work like a cow.

    I never scared of load of work...I just need a job.

    I dun feel like staying at home and doing nothing anymore...

    Actually I am a tough gurl,I dun give up because of such small tiny stuffs...

    Abd maybe now I have no more confident to myself...

    I feel dat my baking skills really sucks,and I cannot make even a good breads...

    Sorry,sorry... and sorry...I am not the best

    What the hell...I can't stop crying right now...

    I feel dat the world is so hopeless to me...

    I never felt so helpless like now...

    Am i choosing the wrong pathway for my future? I dunno wer to walk now...

    I feel like there's no roads for me to choose anymore...I will just like an useless person and stay at home doing nothing and just online to chat and to tell lies and cheat people everyday...

    I dun wan...please...take me outta of this kinda life...

    I can't imagine dat I can cry while writing a blog...

    Sorry to myself,sorry to dad and mom...sorry to everyone dat I can't do well...

    I am sucks...really...!!!

    I can't imagine that I will cry like this because a job.

    What's wrong with me!!! ARGHHHHHHHHHH!

    I can't cry!!! I have to make more products to impress him.

    I can't just give up like dat...

    I say I can means I can...I will make some puff pastries tomorrow...

    Try my best!!! No failure for tomorrow!!!

    Friends in Linda's blog concern about me...

    A lot of people are right over there supporting me...like, MOMMY!!!

    I can't just give up like dat,seriously...

    I have to learn how to drive again tomorrow...I can't continue to cry now.

    I have to get myself to bed soon.

    Melvyn,wait for me...I will try my best...

    I wanna work in your bakery!!!

    Be happy,be tough,Joanna!!!

    If you think you can,you can!!!

    Good night...you are strong...

    Tears throw away all of your weakness...and now you are energetic again...

    Yah!!! Good night...

  • The last day before leavin'

    Sunday, Aug 2, 2009 10:55PM / Members only

    The mood I am having now is the same as before...

    The feeling comes again,

    it appears again...

    I dun really like dis kinda feelin' actually...

    It sucks

    I have to leave my family once again...

    CANNOT LET GO AT ALL

    Especially mommy

    We went to Kingwood for a dinner with Ah Ni and family just now.

    After dat,mommy seemed to be cannot letting go Tang Tang when they were going to leave.

    So was I. Just dat I am much more better in actin'.

    I can act in front of people.

    And I will be just start crying in the toilet,nobody sees me.

    This is me,I show people my tough side but never the weak side.

    Is dis so called as tough side of a woman?

    Everyone doesnt want me to leave,even bro.

    He complaint dat I havent even made him breads and now I am leaving to work.

    Anyway...I am not sure if I can get dis job.

    I just made my resume dis afternoon.

    Do a resume for myself first time

    I am a bit worry if the bakery boss asks me to make some products dat I am ok at.

    If he hires me as ONE of his worker.

    I am sure that I will totally focus my heart on dis job as I hate the feeling of jobless.

    I am going to Miri with mom tomorrow.

    I dun wanna see mom crying again...

    And I feel like crying nowOH MY GOD!!! BE TOUGH,BE STRONG,JOANNA!!!

    For my future and dream, I cannot be scared of everything.

    I have to prove for dad and mom dat their daughter is OK,SUPER OK!!!!

    Yes Yes Yes...I can...Gambateh~~~~!!!!

    If you think you can,you can!!! Be confident...

    You will be succeed one day!!!

    Bye everyone...I am leavin' to Brunei to work...for my brighter future

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