R.E.S.T...
Monday, Mar 23, 2009 2:19PM / Standard Entry
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I think i really need rest. I over did it again.. over pumped my body. I am feeling the pain, the frustration, the need to rest my mind and body.
Why am i not happy after all this excitment? Why is it i continue to feel so depressed? I was hoping it will all go away by this weekend... What i need is not more fun to cover all that anxiousness ... I need Rest in mind, body and soul.
I am not always the happy self that you all see me to be.. i tried to be.. because its easier to pretend to be so i dont have to answer to why i am sad, frustrated and depressed.
But i need time to chill, to grief, to be quiet and alone.. to think things through, to sometimes do nothing..
No wonder God said we need REST. He knows better then we all do that humans need REST.... and I am one that make mistake over and over again... I oversaw my capability to go on and on like an engergizer Rabbit.
I got to stop listening to those sappy love songs and and romatic movies, they are really getting to me. Making me too desperate for love. And thats not a good thing.
January 22, 2009
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