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  • Rich and Creamy…Just the way I like it ^-^

    Without coffee life would be slow-drink up and live life faster!

    No thing can make you happy. Happiness originates within.

    If you love yourself, loving others comes naturally but if you can not love yourself how could you love another?

    I have heard love is all you need. But if that is the case then why do people still need food and sleep?

    Are the seven deadly sins really deadly?

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  • Poem about a friend..

    2009-06-19 1:56PM / 標準BLOG

    Trembling in the corner

    Daring not to cry

    For fear tears shall never come

    Barely moving

    No food has passed these lips in weeks

    Water

    Coffee and cigarettes

    Sustains me

    Shrunken version

    Of

    The original container

    Still not thin enough

    To meet societal

    Expectations

    Previously unyielding

    To others thoughts

    Until

    The one I loved

    Pointed

    Laughed

    At the flaws

    My clothes had hidden

    Have not seen

    Them for days

    Can not answer the phone

    Smoke when the hunger hits

    Drink

    Only after smoking

    I will

    Have a flawless cage

    To contain

    My shattered

    mind

     

     


  • Update

    2009-06-13 9:08AM / 標準BLOG

    Ok so we did ALOT of work when my family was here! We also had much fun at night between the BBQ's and Bonfires ;0) The night it rained my cousin and I cooked a crazy amount of food and hosted an indoor gambling thing so everyone played cheezy games and won scratch off lotto tickets as prizes  Ok so we have pix of my cuz then 5 of my uncles and my cuz at the table during our gambling night everyone else is in the kitchen and refused photos sniffffffff ah well then because my uncle beat so many people at poker and gin he had the most lotto tickets to scratch Look at his hands! The rest are some  pix of  my yard we worked so hard on!

  • 100 Truths

    2009-06-05 2:53AM / 標準BLOG

    WHAT WAS YOUR:

    1. last beverage= Amp

     2. last phone call= Glenn


    3. last text message= Missy

     

    4. last song you listened to= "i KNOW YOU WANT ME" Pitbull

     

    5. last time you cried=yesterday after this person I had really cool plans with took back the plans and gave a very not so nice reason as to why...

     

    HAVE YOU EVER:

    6. dated someone twice= yes

    7. been cheated ōn= 3 times that I know of

    8. kissed someone & regretted it= yes once


    9. lost someone special=yes

     

    10. been depressed= Yes

     

    11. been drunk and threw up= Once that I can think of...I will never mix all types of alky again!

     

    LIST THREE FAVORITE COLORS:

     

    12. Red

     

    13.  Black

     

    14. Gray

     

    THIS YEAR HAVE YOU: (2009)

     

    15. Made a new friend = yes


    16. Fallen out of love = no

     

    17. Laughed until you cried= Yes many times

     

    18. Met someone who changed you = Yes but everybody I meet has some impact on my life

     

    19. Found out who your true friends were = Yes...

     

    20. Found out someone was talking about you = Yes but they just have nothing better to do

    21. Kissed anyone on your friend's list = No although I would like to...

     

    22. How many people on your friends list do you know in real life = 1

     

    23. How many kids do you want to have = I am unsure I will let you know if I meet a husband...at this point I am single so none lol

    24. Do you have any pets = Not anymore

     

    25. Do you want to change your name= No why would I?

     

    26. What did you do for your last birthday = I took a midterm...got to love grad school!

     

    27. What time did you wake up today = 10 am

     

    28. What were you doing at midnight last night = I was working on a few photos...

     

    29. Name something you CANNOT wait for= A cure for My health "challenges."

     

    30. Last time you saw your Mother= 11 am! 

     

    31. What is one thing you wish you could change about your life? = Idk really my life is what it is...I guess I would change the health issues and if that could not change I would have done more when I was healthy...


    32. What are you listening to right now = The breeze outside and the clickity click of my lightening fast fingers as they dance across the keyboard! 

     

    33. Have you ever talked to a person named Tom= lol yes I know 2 Tom's...

     

    34. What's getting on your nerves right now = Trying to loose weight, Missy telling me I need to be better and I need to do this and I need to do that

     

    35. Most visited webpage = AliveNotDead, facebook and g-mail baby!

     

    36. Whats your real name = ***Classified Information***

     

    37. Nickname = Java, B-Po, Beth and Bethie and Pookie (don't ask)

     

    38. Relationship Status = Single

    39. Zodiac sign = Aries....Monkey

     

    40. Male or female? = Female

     

    41. Elementary? = ....my dear, Watson!

     

    42. Middle School = Awkward!

     

    43. High school/College = Lot's of sports, clubs, frats, parties, good grades, homework...how did this survey know I did high school and college at the same time?

     

    44. Hair color = Dirty Blond with Red highlights..

     

    45. Long or short = shoulder length

     

    46. Height = 5'10.5"  

     

    47. Do you have a crush on someone? = It's interesting that a "crush" is defined as an unfulfilled love affair....so yes I guess I do...as I am single LOL

     

    48: What do you like about yourself? = Hmmm I like my eyes, and my curiosity to know all and see all, passion, drive, willingness to dive into almost anything for basically anyone and not think twice

     

    49. Piercings=pierced ears, tongue, eyebrow, I used to have pierced nose and lips but I took those out

     

    50. Tattoos =yes on my left wrist

     

    51. Righty or lefty = both, baby! Cuz I am just that good

     

    FIRSTS :

    52. First injury = I dunno..I am a bit accident prone...I have scars on my knees, wrists, arm, finger...The finger was from a curling iron when I was a kid...that may be one of the firsts...

     

    53. First piercing = ears

     

    54. First best friend = I have 4 really close friends...

     

    55. First sport you joined = swimming

     

    56. First vacation = Disney!

     

    58. First pair of trainers = I have no idea...I am now an A.D.I.D.A.S. girl now tho


     

    RIGHT NOW

     

    59. Eating = no

     

    60. Drinking = Coffee

     

    61. I'm about to = finish this blog, sign off and go to chill with my family

     

    62. Listening to = didn't we already have this question?  I'm still listening to everything that I already typed about.

     

    63. Waiting ōn =my application for the New School of Social Research in NYC baby!

     

     

    YOUR FUTURE :

     

    64. college = in it

     

    65. career - Researcher and Clinical Psychologist/ Professor

     

    66. family - They are in the present...hmmm future family I already told you depends on the husband factor lol wow you need to pay better attention!

     

    WHICH IS BETTER :

     

    67. Lips or eyes = eyes to read and lips to kiss

     

    68. Hugs or kisses= both are great

     

    69. Shorter or taller = Taller than me works but I am a bit tall so ..yea..I can handle a little shorter but not too much

     

    70. Older or Younger = Geez...trying to make me admit that I might have cougar tendencies?

     

    71. Romantic or spontaneous = both

     

    72. Nice stomach or nice arms = Arms..and a nice comfy stomach to rest my head on

     

    73. Sensitive or loud = um neither too sensitive or too loud...

     

    74. Hook-up or relationship = relationship

     

    75. Trouble maker or hesitant = Neither

     

    HAVE YOU EVER :

     

    76. Kissed a stranger = I don't think so...

     

    77. Drank hard liquor = Yes remember the hangover part...

     

    78. Lost glasses/contacts = yes

     

    79. Sex on first date = Um no

     

    80. Broken someone's heart = Yeah but I'm sure it was the best for both of us.

     

    81. Had your own heart broken = Yes....way too many times to even count

     

    82. Been arrested = NO!

     

    83. Turned someone down = Yes

     

    84. Cried when someone died = Of course!!!!

     

    85. Fallen for a friend? = Yes...

     

     

    DO YOU BELIEVE IN:

     

    86. Yourself = Most of the time yes.

     

    87. Miracles= yes

     

    88. Love at first sight? = It would be nice but I am a bit sketch about it

     

    89. Heaven = Yes

     

    90. Santa Claus = I believe in the spirit of the season...

     

    91. Kiss on the first date = Yes...that way if it's really bad, then the relationship can be nipped in the bud before there's too much more involvement.  Am I too harsh? 

     

    92. Angels=yes

     

     

    ANSWER TRUTHFULLY:

     

    94. Had more than 1 girlfriend/boyfriend at a time = yes but we were "seeing other people" at the time

     

    95. Did you sing today? = Yes in my car

     

    96. Ever cheated on somebody? =No b.c see # 94

     

    97. If you could go back in time, how far would you go?= I would go back to freshman year in H.S. and basically start over...I think...IDK maybe just leave everything as it is...

     

    98. If you could pick a day from last year and relive it, what would it be? = hmmm last year IDK let me get back to you...

     

    99. Are you afraid of falling in love? = Too an extent...

     

    100. Posting this as 100 truths? = Time consuming but I suppose it'll be fun to reread in, oh say, 100 years! 

     

    TAG:  YOU'RE IT!!!!!


  • My Uncles are coming!

    2009-06-02 10:29PM / 標準BLOG

    Hi!

     

    I am very excited my family is coming down Thursday ;0) My 3 Uncles come down twice a year once to help me mulch the entire yard with compost and fun work like this…It’s hard because I really can not do the whole yard between the size and the  rock ledge…so since my fathers injury they have been coming and helping. We work all day and then BBQ and fire pit at night with my uncle playing the guitar ;0). I love it and I enjoy  it so much!! I won’t see my aunts til our visit up there…they take my Grandmother on a mini vacation while my uncles are here. I will take pix-they are amazing people ;0)

     

    Have a great day!


  • Random

    2009-05-28 4:39AM / 標準BLOG

    I have been enjoying my new “free” time. I have been spending more time with friends and feeding my facebook addiction hahahah. Really I have tho. Alas, round 2 of this medical treatment was very difficult at first but I have learned to meditate through most of the side effects and pain. Which is a very big plus let me tell you the first week was rough! I have regained much of my focus through meditation though and I hope I can return to yoga soon!! I do miss it since I haven’t been able to practice since September when this whole thing started! So long ago but my meditation practice has grown much over this time. There is always a positive ;0)

    Anyway, now that I am not juggling 2 jobs and school as school is out and I just work part time til I hit remission. It has been a nice change. Difficult as first as I am so used to running everywhere but now I have time for so many things…Yesterday I had much fun at my friends we did redbox movies and take out ;0) I loved my fortune so I will share it “It is better to be imprecisely right than to be precisely wrong.” I completely agree with that!! We watched Yes Man and it was funny/cool- I am unsure if I could say Yes to everything tho….hmmm I may try it for a week or so tho just to see how it turns out ;0). I attempted to get back into photography. It is one of my favorite things..yet since I am not supposed to be in the sun much. I did try tho it is quite funny to see the results of my manual shots. I used my digi but I did the manual settings since I hadn’t tried those yet and my two favorite cameras are manuals….However, as you can see it is true I should not be in the sun! The worse part is I saw the pix as I was taking them since it’s a digi I checked my screen and somehow I thought they were normal! Oy ;0) I am off to continue work on my thesis. It seems I will work on this forever, it doesn’t help that the school wants it band tho lol. It’s all good I will get it through at some point the Internal Review Board has to run out of things to say and problems to find!

     


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