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  • Love everything in life, leave no stone unturned

    Man is made in the image and likeness of God, which is that of love and beauty

    Money if used well, can be used to transform lives - that's why it is also called change

    "Be who you are and say what you feel, because those who mind don't matter, and those who matter don't mind" - Dr Seuss

    "Under the sky, under the heaven, there is but one family" - Bruce Lee

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  • whoohoo
    Sunday, Nov 22, 2009 11:41PM [Report]
    heLlo!!!
  • darthmop1
    Sunday, Nov 22, 2009 9:25PM [Report]
    Yes, it has been a real pleasure to meet you all. To meet someone in person wich actually lives pretty far away, is quite fascinating, more than just over the Web.
    I have arrived at home very well and looking forward to next chats ;)
    Best
    Brian
  • silky
    Sunday, Nov 22, 2009 6:19PM [Report]
    mastering the self/spirit is another special topic for me...
  • silky
    Sunday, Nov 22, 2009 6:18PM [Report]
    I think the reason for the depression and suicide of the korean model was the lost of identity and noticing that the life is not as she thought it would be....I know these feelings very well. Luckily I have friends who care for me and help me to build up a new future. I started to work for the consultancy and trading company of a friend and  this helps me to try myself in new things in a secured surrounding which is quite helpful for me...
  • MICHELLE_KAY
    Sunday, Nov 22, 2009 1:05PM [Report]
    Hi Jason,
    Thanks for being such a nice fren ;) Hugz

    Now, that's why CCTV comes in handy when such cases happened :D
    Quite a lot of possibilities like you said. Really hopes things sort out soon for your friend..
  • spoiled
    Sunday, Nov 22, 2009 12:44PM [Report]
    Hi hi! =] Nice to meet you too ^^
    Ohhhh Pengyyyy. I love herrr ahahaha :P
    Everyone likes chocolate \:D/
  • MICHELLE_KAY
    Sunday, Nov 22, 2009 12:56AM [Report]
    Hi Jason,
    Thanks so much, you been such a gem!
    Well, before all of these were happening, I have sort of made up my mind for my life. I was planning to move on from my daily routine to something else. It gonna take me awhile to finally moved on entirely. I given myself till Dec to sort all out. Same goes with this relationship. Initial plan was to have a nice 3rd yr anniversary with him and then have a serious talk about US. If we still thinks the parents issue going to remain, I planned to move on and just be friends. I am the type of person prefers to address the problem, unlike him who likes to avoid. Maybe it is just shocked to me that he didnt respect me as a person, to come forward to talk to me as a person, but chicken out in such a manner and disregards our relationship for the past 3 years.
    Anyhow, I met up with him yesterday. I see some hesitant in his eyes. Marrying someone whom you only met once, not knowing the person and not even able to plan out the life after marriage yet. It is really messing him up. I just felt pity for him. I was quite surprise I could actually face him and have a proper conversation with him without thinking of killing him or making a scene. Ah.. still, the trigger to my sadness is still unknown. I no longer cries to the song 'Already Gone' by Kelly Clarkson, but having to attend weddings I guess I will need time to suit myself for that.

    I hoped to move on. I been planning some things out for myself next year. Hoping with baby steps I could move out from where I am and do what I like.


    Wait! Canon 1DS Mark III - gone??? Geez! and no trace?? That's odd.... very hard to claim insurance. Insider job??
  • MICHELLE_KAY
    Friday, Nov 20, 2009 5:36PM [Report]
    Hi Jason!
    Thanks! I been feeling better. I woke up yesterday morning felt way much better. Perhaps like you said, i am laughing at my life.. I just find that GOD is just playing a huge joke on me.. because apart from this, I am actually sick at the moment, untill the point I thought I was having cancer but thank god it wasnt! I gotten clean bill from doctors after doing Ultra sound, but bad news is they havent find out whats wrong with me.. so I am still in pain and having my medication hoping all would end soon.
    I woke up in the morning, I wrote a very long text message to him. I said to him after all these years, i only cared about him and him to be happy. Right now, I still feel the same. I wished I could tell him I hate him for what he had done for me, but I couldnt. I dont think I can change from loving someone for so long to hatred forever. I may be angry but I dont think I can hate him for long. So I wished him well, and I asked if he was happy. As long he is, I bid his marriage well. Thats all I can say.
    I am meeting him tonight, basically to get back all my stuff from him and hopefully claim back the money he owes me. I hope I can face him, as a I am stronger person than he is. Just hope the tears wont come flowing down LOL I also spoke to his housemate, he only received his wedding invitation this morning. The rest of his buddies will be receiving it tonight.

    I do feel that kids these days are so much mature than adults. The best point is they see things more direct and less complicated than us adults.. Maybe it is just us complicating our life too much
  • carag
    Official artist 
    Friday, Nov 20, 2009 11:34AM [Report]
    hello back :)
  • eehoonkhoo
    Official artist 
    Thursday, Nov 19, 2009 4:10PM [Report]
    Hi Jason, can I meet you on the 14th Dec 2009. I will be in Hong Kong 13th - 15th. I arrive on 13th at 1.40pm and leave HK on the 15th at 4pm. Please check this timing and let me know if we can meet? I can come to your office to look at the paper that you are talking about if not whatever advice you can give me is fine.
  • MICHELLE_KAY
    Thursday, Nov 19, 2009 12:06PM [Report]
    thats my point.. i mean we are both adults..we can actually talk it thru and find a solution
    and really the fact the parents cant accept me, fine i will walk away and we both can still be friends right?
    but he messed up the situation so badly.. he himself cant even handle it.. i cant even accept a defeated battle where by I didnt even pull out my sword LOL if u get what I mean.. anyhow I will be alright ;)
    dont worry about me..
    I m kinna in playmode today i dono y LOL
  • lydiakuan
    Official artist 
    Tuesday, Nov 17, 2009 11:07PM [Report]
    Jason that's amazing.Have you tested it on anyone yet? Let me know.It's exciting
  • MICHELLE_KAY
    Tuesday, Nov 17, 2009 6:21PM [Report]
    Thanks Jason,
    I had to let it go my chest.. if I dont, i will be like what you said, cry at a corner.. I used to do that until I got into depression..
    I felt the need to write it out. People can laugh at my life and call me stupid, but it was a well lesson learn for me.
    I know he will be unhappy, as he cant even manage his now screwed up life, and having a family now. I dont think he is ready for it. That is why the divorce rate is high
  • MICHELLE_KAY
    Tuesday, Nov 17, 2009 5:26PM [Report]
    hey jason :) thanks for your message
    read my blog the one just before Kelly Clarkson post
    title God Must be joking with me :)
  • mariejost
    Official artist 
    Tuesday, Nov 17, 2009 9:29AM [Report]
    I'll keep you in the loop, Jason.  I plan to be in HK a few days before the April 1 Leslie Cheung anniversary and probably for a day or two afterward.  Plenty of time to make plans.  As soon as my dates are firm, I'll drop you a private message.  I want to come early enough to catch a new production of a Kunqu opera that Zuni Icosahedron is putting on at the end on March.
  • eehoonkhoo
    Official artist 
    Monday, Nov 16, 2009 2:44PM [Report]
    okay, when I'm coming I will drop you a message. Hopong I can come in December. After Beijing, but have difficulty with tickets, most flights are full on the dates that I chose.
  • silky
    Monday, Nov 16, 2009 5:27AM [Report]
    Hello Jason, thanks for your answer on my blog. These complex questions are thoughts that come up from time to time and which I like to write down and share with you all, which is quite helpful for me.

    I think you situation is a little bit different, yet you are right that I have to reinvent myself and take things as a challenge and be just open to them. But before I gain my full strength back I have to leave a lot of disappointments and injuries behind me, which happened this year and which have a big share at the way I feel at the moment.
    But the good thing is that I have friends around me who can see talents in me and make use of them before I know about them. So this is what I rely on at the moment and what keeps me going. I picked up a class in event management in order to have a profound basis for it. Other things are yet to come...
  • JoanneSanderson
    Monday, Nov 16, 2009 2:53AM [Report]
    thanks Jason, you're one in a million!
  • ordinarywenda
    Monday, Nov 16, 2009 1:02AM [Report]
    wow 25 years do you born there?
    n how do you find yourself adjusting to HK?
  • Ambition
    Sunday, Nov 15, 2009 11:28AM [Report]
    hehe,謝謝您~
    我覺得這樣的照片其實大家都是可以照出來的,只要去做就ok:)
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