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  • To : Michael Jackson

    Saturday, Jul 4, 2009 3:52PM / Members only

    To : Michael Jackson

     LETTERS FROM THE HEART

     

    LETTERS FROM THE HEART ARE REAL STORIES THAT HAPPENED TO REAL PEOPLE, I HOPE EVERYONE CAN BENIFIT FROM THEIR EXPENIENCES.

    I BELIEVE UNTIL YOU CAN PRACTICE MEDITATION ON A DAILY BASIS, YOU CANNOT BEGIN TO KNOW THE VALUE OF WHAT IT COULD DO FOR YOUR LIFE.

    THE PAST IS WHAT IT IS .... THE PAST. WE SHOULD BE ABLE TO LEARN FROM OUR MISTAKES AND NOT TO REPEAT THEM.

    BEFORE I CAME INTO THE LIGHT AND WISDOM OF MEDITATION, I MADE CERTAIN DECISIONS THAT I STILL AM RESPONSIBLE FOR TODAY.

    MY LIFE NOW IS DEDICATED TO THE CAUSE OF WORLD PEACE. I THOUGHT THAT BECAUSE I HAD PROBLEMS I COULD NEVER BE A SPOKES PERSON FOR WORLD PEACE. BUT NOW I KNOW THAT BECAUSE OF MY PROBLEMS IS WHY I WAS CHOSEN. I DO MY BEST TO FILL THE REMAINING DAYS OF MY LIFE ON EARTH WITH MERITS AND GOOD DEEDS. THE WORLD IS FILLED WITH PEOPLE WITH PROBLEMS, THIS IS WHY I TRY TO SHARE AT LEAST A SMILE WITH OTHERS EACH DAY.

    NOW I AM IN LOVING KINDNESS ADDRESSING MY PAST ACTIONS IN WISDOM AND IN LOVE FOR THE FUTURE.

    THANK YOU FOR READING.

     

    Dear Michael,

    My Daughter Sarah woke me up this morning at 7am to tell me of your passing. I was hoping this was some type of publicity stunt that only you or Houdini could pull off.

    I remember the first day we met in the summer of 1979 when my family as on tour with your family. The Jacksons and The McCrarys. Did you know we used to be called The McCrary 5? Oh never mind, long story.

    When my sister Charity introduced me to you with my brothers Alfred and Sam

     at that swanky Texas house party you asked me if I was married and I told you I was separated from my wife Chaye and we were going through a divorce. That's when you folded your hands and said, "I will be praying for you." Then you introduced me to your beautiful cousin Jackie and folded your hands again and said, "I'll be praying for you."

    10 minutes later you went to the other side of the room and made the praying gesture and smiled as you pointed at your cousin. I remember you doing this two more times before finally saying good night again saying I will be praying for you.

    Michael right now I am praying for you. I am praying for you beautiful parents you introduced me to at The Omni Hotel in Los Angeles on your 45th private birthday party the evening your sister Janet asked me to play 'Triste' and her fiancée Mr. Dupree seemed a little upset as she held both my hands to thank me from her heart for 2 or or three full minutes for playing one of her favorite songs. It was so good to see Jackie that night and Tito and Randy too. Latoya was looking so beautiful as well. Every member of your family are so beautiful and gifted. I remember meeting up with Jermaine at Cocscos and as we shopped together we would talk all about you.

    Do you remember that Christmas morning at your home in Beverley Hills when you and your children wanted to hear the children sing?

    Seth Riggs called me and at your request asked me to arrange a choir of 12 children to sing at your home on Christmas morning.

    I called my sister Charity and we contacted 12 of the best singing kids we knew, of course some of them being our own family members.

    We had less than 48 hours to rehearse an coordinate this private production before the children got into the limousines from me and Tammy's home from Sherman Oaks to be convoyed to your Beverly Hills Estate.

    Seth proudly was there that morning to vocalize all the young ones as I conducted as the children sang with charity accapella, 'Heal The World, Silent Night, Santa Clause Is Coming to Town ( Jackson style)' amongst other songs as they sang on you staircase and you and your children and family sat in that grand foyer combined with the Cathedral like acoustics I could hear additional voices of angels that morning. It was a sacred moment for us all.

    As you hugged Charity and I to thank us we did a group hug with Seth and sumptuously enjoyed The Christmas Buffet you prepared for all of us. For these children it was a Christmas dream come true. If any of you children are reading this letter please share what that morning meant to you.

    Your children Michael looked like cherubs.You were such a loving father.

    Michael I could never understand how could  the press could be so ruthless towards you. You are Michael The Angel.

    I will never forget when I had the joy to work with Andre and Sandra Crouch on your Dangerous CD at Westlake Studio and we were recording the background vocals on 'Keep The Faith' and as Andre was conducting we came to an impasse for over 20 minutes until Andre turned to me and said, "Howard fix it!"

    So I gave out the parts to the ascending figure of the word 'FAITH' leading to the release and you jumped up and down in the control room saying, "I Love It!"

    It was that day you invited me up to the green room with my son Darius who was 12 years old at that time .He was part of a new TV sitcom called Family Matters and you told him, "I hear you have been hanging out with Bobby Brown, he is not a good influence. Here take my number and call me anytime. If you need someone to talk to or spend time with, I'll be there. The only thing is when you call don't ask for me or they won't put you through, ask for Norma Jean, it's the code name."

    For the rest of that day at West Lake Studios he spent with you and was in heaven.

    All the way home he held your private phone number in his hands aglow and raving about his new awesome friend.

    As soon as we got home he asked if he could call you and I said yes of course.

    So very excitedly Darius dialed the number and ask for Michael...click! Then he remembered the code name, called back and asked for Norma Jean...click!

    Even still to this day he talks about that wonderful day he spent with you at the studio and learned the lesson of how important it is to follow instructions.

    Once again and lastly when you went to trial in Santa Barbara and it seemed like the whole world turned their backs on you at another session producer Bruce Swedien pulled my sister Linda and I to the side and said,

    "Howard and Linda , don't believe The Press. Michael is an angel... he would never hurt the children."

    I never stopped believing in you or the pure soul that you are. I remember when you thanked my sister Charity and I for bringing 10 busloads of ministers and some of their members to support you during your trial at The Santa Barbara Courthouse. We had singers singing on behalf of you innocence and ministers interceding on your behalf for justice.

    Thank you for graciously hosting all of us at Neverland not once but twice as we came to show you how much we loved you and believed in your innocence.

    It is an outrage what some people will do for money. Greed, Delusion, and Anger is something you wanted to see our world healed of. Michael it's not too late. I know there are others like myself who believe in your dream that we can have a better world if we only Keep The Faith.

    As I began writing this letter the sun was shining in Hong Kong and now as I close we are in a Typhoon...strange but Michael...I am not surprised you were always bigger than life and now we know that you are.

    You and your music, your smile, your dance, but most of all your message will live in our hearts forever.

    You not only are 'The King of Pop', you are also...'The King of Hearts'

    We Love You Michael !


    Video:
    http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=yQKFWwCQcsg

     

    God Bless you,

    Howard

  • "I Love You"

    Wednesday, May 27, 2009 8:02PM / Members only

    Greetings One and All,

    With the remaining years of my life, I am endeavoring to fill it each day with good memories and good friends.

    This is why I am sending this to you to thank you for being in my life.

    Ivy and I wrote this song "I love you" with you in mind.


    Video: http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=yQKFWwCQcsg

    (Please watch it in HQ)

    Please enjoy and cherish the love.

    Yours Truly

    Howard


  • Happy Birthday to Patrick

    Monday, Jan 21, 2008 1:43PM / Members only

    This past Saturday night I went to Patrick's Birthday Party.It was a blast! We were greeted by Roseanne of 2R and there was a host  of new friends Ivy and I met Patrick also introduced me to Jan of 'SoWhat'.

    My good friend Justin and his beau Lindsey was there also with his brother Scott and his lady.I also met one of Jet Li's martial arts contemporaries, He Jingde. Terence Yin and Roseanne Wong brought out the birthday cake. It was a who's who of Hong Kong B'day party. The room was star filled to pay homage to The Dream Weaver.

    Happy Birthday Patrick and may all your dreams come true in 2008!!!

  • My First Hong Kong Blog

    Friday, Dec 14, 2007 12:01PM / Members only

    Welcome to the official Howard McCrary Blog on alivenotdead.com, when I have more time I will write more but for now to learn more about who I am please read the  'About Me' section and also have a browse through my photos. I look forward to sharing my moments, thoughts and experiences with you all.

    Howard Mac*
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    happy upcoming birthday! =D
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    Hey Howard - it's a shame I can't be there at Dada for your birthday, but I'll definitely be there in spirit!!
    Happy Birthday for Friday...
    Cheers...
    A
  • posted on Tuesday, Sep 1, 2009 4:14AM  [Report]
    Dear Howard:

    It is an honor to share the planet with you.
    We celebrate your creation with love and gratitude.

    Best Wishes,
    Beijing
  • posted on Tuesday, Sep 1, 2009 1:46AM  [Report]
    Have the happiest birthday possible Howard!
    Love and Miss you Much! Mekkka J


    PS. Almost forgot, my b-day is Sept 3, wish we could celebrate together but in spirit its just as well! God Bless You
  • posted on Wednesday, Jul 8, 2009 7:52AM  [Report]
    Thank you for sharing such a beautiful & personal letter with us (ref MJ). God Bless!

    p/s: hope you don't mind my long comment.
  • Official artist 
    posted on Wednesday, Jun 24, 2009 8:37PM  [Report]
    Hi Howard!!

    Great to see you on AnD! Our short film made it to ISHK!! See you on the red carpet!! Cheers,

    Michael
  • Official artist 
    posted on Thursday, May 28, 2009 2:44PM  [Report]
    hello Howard ... its wudi from beijing !
    looking forward to watch ur performance at POLY THEATER !!!

    cheers ...
  • posted on Tuesday, May 19, 2009 9:04PM  [Report]
    Hi Howard! It was great meeting you and seeing you play at the DaDa Lounge! You were amazing! You actually made me sing a little bit so dreams do come true ;-)!
  • posted on Thursday, Apr 16, 2009 5:42PM  [Report]
    Hi . Howard ..

    I enjoyed very much in listening to Suzan Guterres' fantastic singing in Albert AU's Radio Programme on April 12.

    Here is the list of the 22 songs -

    1. What the World Needs Now Is Love
    2. What a Wonderful World
    3. 情 比 雨 絲
    4. Hey Jude
    5. Yesterday (sung by Albert)
    6. Can't Buy Me Love
    7. The Rose
    8. Dream a Little Dream of Me
    9. Three Coins in The Fountain
    10. Try to Remember (duet with Albert)
    11. Memory
    12. Where The Boys Are
    13. Lipstick On Your Collar
    14. Itsy Bitsy Teenie Weenie Yellow Polka Dot Bikini
    15. Seven Lonely Days (給我一個吻)
    16. Fly Me To The Moon
    17. Secret Love (part)
    18. We've Only Just Begun (part)
    19. Mona Lisa
    20. You Don't Know Me
    21. This is My Song
    22. He Ain't Heavy, He's My Brother


    If you missed the programme, check below to listen:

    http://www.rthk.org.hk/rthk/radio2/reunion/20090412.html

    Hope you enjoy Suzan's fantastic singing !!


    Peter
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    posted on Monday, Mar 9, 2009 2:39AM  [Report]
    hi Howard, how are you? Remember me --- Vicky Fung from BACKSTAGE? Just wonder if you might be interested in doing something at BACKSTAGE...actually, Marsha just had her birthday show at our venue last night too.

    Vicky
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    Hello!
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    posted on Thursday, Jan 1, 2009 6:20PM  [Report]
    thanks! happy new year to you, too! =D
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