take care of my heart

I haven't had a boyfriend or someone court be in my entire lifetime. Yes, I am that poor. haha!

Nobody likes me likes me because I am fat. Plain and simple reason.

I don't really care though. But there are times that I do get hurt when people rub that on my face. :(

I am blessed to be in this situation. The good in this is that, God is taking care of my heart. He knows that I am not ready to experience love in it's different form. I am still in the process of opening my heart to people. I am a reserved person. I put my mind over the matter most of the time. I want to shield my heart. :)

I have had crushes and had secretly been in love, but it's always a one sided thing. The person never got to know my feelings for him. :)

God bless my love life. haha! :)