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Sunday, Jul 19, 2009 12:30AM / Standard Entry

I haven't had a boyfriend or someone court be in my entire lifetime. Yes, I am that poor. haha!

Nobody likes me likes me because I am fat. Plain and simple reason.

I don't really care though. But there are times that I do get hurt when people rub that on my face. :(

I am blessed to be in this situation. The good in this is that, God is taking care of my heart. He knows that I am not ready to experience love in it's different form. I am still in the process of opening my heart to people. I am a reserved person. I put my mind over the matter most of the time. I want to shield my heart. :)

I have had crushes and had secretly been in love, but it's always a one sided thing. The person never got to know my feelings for him. :)

God bless my love life. haha! :)

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VanNess'blog that made me cry :)

Wednesday, Jul 15, 2009 9:48PM / Standard Entry

i am so proud of VanNess WU. I love him.

But let's start here...about a month ago my Pastor, Jon emailed me asking if I would help promote a book called "Purity" by Kris Vallotton. He said that they have translated it into Chinese and thought since I was going through something similar (my whole no sex thing) if I could take a look at the manuscript. And if I was up to it write a little something on the book. The only thing was, it's in Chinese. He said he would get me the english version soon.

Get this...before Pastor Jon even emailed me...

I was in Singapore listening to Kris speak at COOS, and during the 10min pooty break I was at the book stand and started talking to Kathy, Kris's wife. Towards the end of our convo she handed the book "Purity" to me, and said "I want you to have this as a gift". At first I thought I don't really need a book about this stuff, I'm pretty good where I'm at now. Plus I don't really read that much...But I took it to be polite....THANK YOU SOOO MUCH KATHY, YOU ARE AN ANGEL!!! People...I cannot tell you how much this book has helped me with my struggles with the whole sex topic. If I had only read this when I was younger.

I now understand so much more. The truth of what it all. Not the lies of what movies, tv, magazines portrays about sex. But what God has intended for us all with sex. Sex is a good thing. Not to be ashamed of, or hidden in the shadows when done in the right order of things.(not meaning positioning kids) I grew up not really understanding the whole meaning of sex, and what it means. There is so much more to it than what people think of it today. And the way people think of it today is one of the main reasons why divorce, abortions, STD's etc are everywhere. These options are not in the data base of my mind, body and soul. But for a period of time, because of the lifestyle I was living, and the lies that I believed, (not blaming anyone, it was all me) I didn't want any of the things that I once did. When I was young, my true dreams of love was awesome! But then it got perverted by the devil. I HATE the devil...I'm going to stomp on his head!

Anyway...

July 9th I woke up around 8 something in the morning to make the 9:42 train down to Tai Zong. There was a camp going on for Junior High/ High School kids that Bread of Life Church/Asia for Jesus puts on every summer. This time one of the topics was based on Kris's book Purity. I replied to Jon telling him that I read the english version and would love to speak about the book to the kids. I read the book a several weeks ago, and since I have A.D.D. I was a bit nervous on what to talk about, I thought well I'll just read the book on the train ride down. But that wasn't going to be enough time...then I thought...duh~! Pray foolio...God can tell you exactly what needs to be said. And that's what I did, on the whole ride down there, I sat there with my ipod listening to music and asking God for downloads about on the book again, and what to talk about. Wow...That ~ish was like the matrix>>>D...O...W...N...L...O...A...D...I...N>>>G>>>> DONE!!!

Praying right before I go on...double checking HIS notes to me:)

2000 Plus kids...

I designed a shirt that said "God is better than sex" for the event. Did a signing afterwards...so cool to see them wearing the shirts.

I want one of these shirts!!! :(

Also signed the book too....Sorry Kris...if you want you can sign on the shirts...or anything else that is mine

This book is such an easy read. I finished it in a days time. So if you ever forget anything just go back and reread it again. I recommend EVERYONE to read it. It's not boring, not religious, not anything but GOOD. And that's the truth...BAM~!!! IN YO FACE~!!! It's that good

Dont' believe me...check out the reviews on amazon.com...and while your at it...pick one up! (I'll post info on Chinese version when I have it)

http://www.amazon.com/Purity-Moral-Revolution-Kris-Vallotton/product-reviews/0768427118/ref=cm_cr_dp_all_summary?ie=UTF8&showViewpoints=1&sortBy=bySubmissionDateDescending

This book has not only changed my life, but many others. So much in fact that soon they will be making a television show based on the book. It's about time! Kris...YOU ROCK!!!

While I was praying I felt the Holy Spirit move on me...guiding me...to do something that has been on my mind for awhile. I verbally said this is what I want to do. But have not physically committed to it yet...until that day. July 9th 2009, when I finished sharing with the kids...It just felt right to do it then and there.....The kids in front of me gave me the strength, and courage....

I vow to do the same thing.

I finally signed the card...Heavenly Father...protect this vow of mine from now till my last day...whomever she may be...it is in Your hands Lord.

Best part of the whole day...all the kids prayed this Chastity Prayer.

C'mon...Pop Star, Boy Bander, Whatever!!!........All of a sudden doesn't want the sex.........either there is something "real" that's happening...or I'm just going crazy....Read the Book...I dare you....

If you think life is going to be boring because of no sex......you are seriously mistaken....it is way more adventurous than it has ever been! Fighting this battle is sooo crazy~ the things I'm experiencing and the reaction of people amazes me every time. So people...Fight for your Purity!!!! Even if you've lost your virginity...God can restore it. You think that's impossible......

"All things are possible" Luke 18:27

One Love

Oh~!!!! a very special person has just got baptized~! So congrats~! I'm so proud of you!

I wonder who this special person is V..hehehe..:) everyone, you need to be renewed like this man. HE IS AWESOME! GOD IS AWESOME!! WHAT A TRANSFORMATION!!

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JOOOOOOB

Tuesday, Jul 14, 2009 8:38PM / Standard Entry

How could I survive this job? I'm just starting yet I'm about to give up. But there's no escaping this one. hay. what will happen if tita will retire already? are they gonna gang up on me? i've only been there what...2 weeks? and they already expect a lot from me! hay. high expectations are soooo NOT my type. oh well. pressure. yet, I find peace in the Lord!!! :D

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Michael Jackson in HEAVEN

Wednesday, Jul 8, 2009 9:23PM / Standard Entry

This is a moment that I wouldn't thought I'd live to see. Eventhough me need MJ, God must've needed him more. ~Stevie Wonder on MJ's memorial.

Don't focus on the star, focus on the journey.

There's nothing that couldn't be done, we raise our voice as one.

John C. Mayer performed Human Nature. :)

I believe so much in God. I believe that this is not it. That there is life after this is done.

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to all ATHEIST

Saturday, Jul 4, 2009 12:51AM / Standard Entry

Dear God,
    Bless this site. There are a lot of atheist here. People who do not believe in you and in your capacity to bless your creations and fill them with love. Lord, I pity them for they did not get to experience the good things that awaits them if they are with you. Lord, they are fools for not trusting and believing in what is unseen.
      Lord, I pray for these people for they do not know YOU. You are our one and only God, our creator and saviour. Lord, I know that these people are stubborn and are hard to understand. I know that they anger you but you still love them and are willing to forgive them if they come to you to repent.
      Lord, I pray for them. Let me be your instrument. Fill me with passion and love for you so that I may be able to share them with people who lacks or those who do not have faith at all.
      Lord, you have read and heard what they had to say. I pray that you will help me and your other Christian followers to reach out to those who do not believe and to those who find it hard to believe. Make our words speak to them.
     Lord, I don't know why these unbelievers exist and how they existed. I know their souls would rot and burn in hell if they are not saved before they die. I pity them for they would not be able to experience your wonderful heaven that awaits us after we depart from this world.
     Lord, enlighten them. Make them believe. YOU don't have to prove yourself again Lord because I know that you have done that a lot of times already. But because of your undying Love for us, You're willing to do that again.

Behold, Jesus is coming. And it is near. We will be surprised. But those who believe will not perish.

IN JESUS NAME, AMEN.

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