Saturday, Nov 7, 2009 3:06PM /
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i'm confused. i don't know what you're feeling towards me. you haven't been straightforward about it. you asked me if I'll say yes to a suitor who'll sing my favorite song to me, and i joked on m reply.
you have been there for me. you comfort me when i feel like cying or am actually crying. you send me messages each and every day. you make me smile and laugh out loud. unexpectedly, you once called me to ask if I already ate. you used your company's phone to call me at you said the phone call was only limited to 5 minutes.
you said i was beautiful eventhough I do not think i am. you check up on me and ask me who i'm with. eventhough we're far apart, you never made me feel that you're hours away. you go to me when you're angry. you say sorry when i get mad. you make super corny jokes that makes me laugh.
hay. let's see where fate and of course the Lord takes us. :)
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Monday, Sep 21, 2009 9:11PM /
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whoa. i got home from Cebu yesterday and it was one awesome ride. I didn't think that I would cry but I did because I really had fun and our group bonded that much and I am certain that I will miss them. Lord, thank you for all the opportunities that you've been giving me. I will forever treasure them.
I appreciate every people that I met there. they've been so kind and fun to be with. I know that God has a plan for me and I'm slowly discovering it. I lay down everything to HIM because I know that all things would turn out fine. :)
I gained a lot of weight while I was in Cebu. I look thick now! :( I need to exercise. haha. I've been eating 2 cups or more of rice in the span of 2 weeks! darn it. Cebu food is delicious!!
here are the photos of the trip :)

yellow people eating dimsum at a chinese restaurant

this is where we do our thing. hahaha. exams and all.

my batchmates :) i love them
Lord, I do not know if i passed or not. I am hopeful because I trust you and your power to give us our hearts desire. Bless each one of us Lord as we depart. :) thank you for these wonderful God-fearing people. :)
Please help me detain everything that i've learned here Lord. :) thank you!!! Lord, you're awesome! :)
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Sunday, Aug 30, 2009 10:52PM /
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I want everyone to see the beauty that God created. If only we view life like this. Life is a little bit cloudy at times, but the sun is still shining. :) Ge the picture? ;)

Our GOD is an amazing GOD. He gives us reasons to smile. I may have days in which I tend to forget that GOD made life so beautiful if only I look at it differently.
The clouds are my favorite photo subjects. They have different unique formations everytime I see them.

the moon may be little, yet it shines brightly in the sky. It reminds us that no matter how small, we each make an impact to a person's life. :)
THANK YOU GOD!
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Tuesday, Aug 25, 2009 11:36PM /
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it's been quite a while since I haven't updated my blog here. i've been pretty pissed at some people from work and it's not healthy. I begin to complain and feel irritated! :(
Lord, I thank you for the patience. :)
Pastor Jaeson Ma replied to my twitter message! He's an awesome pastor!
follow him everyone! www.twitter.com/jaesonma
GOD BLESS everyone!!!!
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Sunday, Aug 2, 2009 8:01PM /
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The Causes of Insecurity
Dr Charles stanley
Psalm 8
Insecurity is a subtle danger. In order to recognize this problem in
our lives, we must take an honest look at where it originates. Let's
identify some common causes for a lack of confidence.
First, insecurity grows out of a persistent sense of being unaccepted.
When we grow up thinking no one really likes us, we turn into
chronically shy, unconfident adults.
Second, tragedy can initiate such feelings. Broken homes, the death of a loved one, and other relationship scars can be causes.
Third, a poor body image can damage self-esteem. The issue may be body
shape, weight, birthmarks, hair loss, or anything else that leads
people to see themselves in a negative light. The result is a sense of
shame and self-consciousness that permeates every personal interaction.
Fourth, insecure individuals often have a history of feeling
overshadowed by others. When this happens, they are preoccupied with
people who seem smarter, wealthier, nicer-looking, more successful,
etc. This creates doubt in their ability to achieve anything
themselves.
Fifth, a serious "life failure" can result in a tremendous loss of
self-esteem. Because we pour ourselves into our work and families, a
setback in these areas has the potential of crushing our spirits.
If any of these causes sound familiar, examine your heart carefully for
any resulting insecurity. Remember, this is a danger that can lie
dormant for years before blowing up in your face. Don't allow it to
fester in your heart any longer! Bring it to God, who wants to free you
from its damaging effects.
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