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Passing

Sunday, Aug 23, 2009 5:44PM / Standard Entry

17th August 2009... this is the day that i have been waiting for... A day which is able to decide my destination to my success....

This is the day my exam result is out... It will be released during my lunch break. Not going out for lunch and dont even want to take lunch. I was staring at my computer.There alone in the office. Time pass so slow... and my heart pounded so fast. Here it comes my sales director there to tease me. Great he was there, the 1st person who shares my happiness.

The moment the result is release... he is the 1st one who knows about my passing. Know what, that moment, I just cant describe it with words. With him around there, at that moment i was thinking if there is no one beside me, wouldn't it be lonely to be just there all by myself? I can only calls my friends to tell them abt it but the feeling not the same...

It was a good result and i feel that all my hardwork has been paid for and i really appreciate what God has given to me. Now i feel my days are brighter and cheerful. Few more last strike, I really need to strike hard for it.

I am glad that I have true friends there to share my happiness with me. They are so great. they are really my great friends.... To all my dear friends, I really so happy to have you guys...

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Dance...

Saturday, May 9, 2009 6:23PM / Standard Entry

It has been such a long long time that I have not blog.

What Am I busy with? I dunno...sometimes I just feel like I am busy for noting for no reason.... But that is just life.... We just need to keep ourselves busy....

Finally, i am able to take my Waltz exam to determine my own standard and is happy that i achieve quite a good result. But then I don't seem to be very happy with it...WHY???? Cos I am not happy with my teacher...3 years ago when i ask him on the exam issue, he never answer me on that. After 3 years, I am still stuck at Waltz.. Oh yea, I love Waltz so much but then now I still can't dance out the style...Is it my fault or...? I am speechless. I don't know what to say or comments.

We have a big quarrel before the exam and I know from that moments everything is spoiled. I will never be able to find back the kind of passion that I used to have. Especially after yesterday night when i just dance with another teacher from other studio and you were there together with all the others...and the dance floor just me & him for quite sometimes...

Know what, I learn from you but yet I never dance Waltz with you even once on the dance floor, what an ashamed on it. WHY???? Never have the chance or???? You always invite me the dance that I never know how to dance and I can I be confident to dance??? I so tired of you...Really very tired of you....

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What happen to Me???

Saturday, May 3, 2008 4:34PM / Standard Entry

I dont know what happen to me recently. Hot-tempered, lost my patience, irritate so easily and cant even stand a single tiny mini issues....

I dont like this piece of me, but I lose my control, cant control my emotion. Things just make me frustrated. Dont like this dont like that....

I so bored with just listening to ppl and no one listen to my inner heart... I hate it and hate it.... When I raise my voice say I am mad, when I soft-spoken cant hear, dont know what !!!

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My Waltzing experience

Friday, Mar 7, 2008 8:56PM / Standard Entry

It has been more than a year that I have learn Waltz and it inspired and touches my life.

Never do I have the confidence in able to do anything good cos I don't get any encouragement from my parents. My dad who doesn't talk much and my mum talks too much. If both of them plus together divided by two will be nice and good.

I remember when I told my mum I wanna learn Waltz she gave me all those negatives blah blah blah... It was so discouraged... However I insisted to go for it cos I had waited this chance for long and dont wanna to lose it. Now it has been more than 1 year but till now she is not supportive.

Though sometimes I do feel discourage without her support but I told myself I not gonna to give up. I have given up lots of things and never have the courage to try our new things cos whenever I say I wanna try this & that my mum will be the 1st one to Jump out and say "NO" to me. Because of Waltzing I therefore have a big conflict with her and since then we always have argument.

Waltz changes my life. From Waltz, I gain my confidence. My instructor always encourage me and say I can do it. There are times when I was unable to do certain steps and find it hard but he never give up and teaches me patiently. Thanks to him for that... Together he accompany me to overcome my fearness ... Though I still can't dance well but at least I can see myself improving and I do hope that one of these day I can dance well...

Waltz chances my life... It inspired me on marriage life and how a couple need to coordinate with each other and how important is each other feelings... How good is the feelings when each other shares the success & failure together.

I believe True Love Awaits..... One day I may be able to meet someone who can Waltz with me.... and together we share the happiness times together...

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Look down on me????Funny!!!

Thursday, Jan 24, 2008 9:47PM / Standard Entry
Today something happen. Though the issue is a bit sad but I dont feel sad at all. There it goes, the story is like this.

I went for a drinks with my friends, and one of them was asking me on my new job (sound good right?) Then she say that there are vacancies at this so and so co and the pay $1xxx which is not too bad the pay. I can go to apply. Then i ask her so what pay you gonna look into should you want to change job, then she answer MUST BE $2xxx. Wow! What a GOOD FRIEND is she. Then I just keep quiet lah. Cos she doesnt have high qualification but now got a job which pay her high and she even not satisfied on it and now she wanna look for a job with high pay???

But me, now pursuing my study, sooner or later I will get my qualifications, is just a matter of time only. How could she say such things to me? Now I know why, when you are good, people tend to be jealous and try to say things that hurt you. I didn't tell her much about my this new job. Just let her think that my this new job is a low class one. But I know one day when I gain my qualifications, hope by God willing I will be able to get a better pay which I can say is that what I sow is what I reap. I believe nothing come free.

My conclusion is that, should somehow she know the truth of my this new job how would she react???

Secretly tell u, my this company pay me not bad (which I think) being new in this field. If not because of me pursuing my study I am sure they wont pay me this. And now I can take chance to work towards my Chartered.

There are two types of people, One dreamed and the other is work for the dreams. I was the former one when I was young, but now I am the later one.

A person without dreams is pity but a person who has dreams and never work for it is more pity.

And lastly the person who has dreams and work for it, the dreams is getting and getting closer. The dreams will come true.

May Everyone's dreams come true!!!
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