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  • hate....

    Saturday, Nov 3, 2007 8:44PM / Members only

    we only  hate those who have gotten close to us....close enough to touch our hearts

    “Those who hate most fervently must have once loved deeply; those who want to deny the world must have once embraced what they now set on fire.”



  • messed up, fallen from grace

    Friday, Nov 2, 2007 11:58PM / Members only

    arg...things are so messed now...i hate feeling like this...why are things never simple...why do I fall so hard??!!
  • "I can resist anything except temptation"

    Friday, Nov 2, 2007 10:26PM / Members only

    temptation (plural temptations)
    1. The act of tempting or the condition of being tempted.
    2. Something attractive, tempting or seductive; an inducement or enticement.
    3. Pressure applied to your thinking designed to create wrong emotions which will eventually lead to wrong actions.
    Recently Ive been struggling with temptation...not any thing Biblical...nothing like that...but still temptation....
    I have a friend at college who still harms herself - a few ppl who know me will know that I used to do self harm...I only managed to stop cutting myself about 2 years ago...but i still found ways of hurting myself....not eating, burning myself whilst cooking, hitting things and self sabotage...theres been a time when Ive wanted to hurt everyone in my life....I think me being unable to cope with stress, sadness and anger in a healthy way is the reason behind my mood swings...

    but any way back to the point...my friend at college who still cuts herself...we naturally have talked about our experiences, why we did it and erm...how
    we did it, talking about it all has bought it all back and things aren't so great at the moment....so yeah I'm generally fighting with myself...I kind of want to go back to my old ways...it helped...but at the same time i dont want to get back into that old cycle...cause I will never learn how to deal...its so hard to resist...I cant hold out much longer...
  • 'Oh foutaise !'

    Thursday, Nov 1, 2007 10:39PM / Members only

    Oh  foutaise !  = oh bull!

    mixed feelings at the moment...good and bad...met up with some one from church today for lunch...was nice to see them but at time time im left feeling rather confused >< gah...why cant life be simple/

    on a good note i saw stardust last night! it was really good! and so funny - go watch it now!

  • white rabbit candy = yummy

    Sunday, Oct 28, 2007 12:17AM / Members only

    uh huh as the title says white rabbit candy is yummy...been looking for the mango, lychee's and chocolate flavor but can  not find them...we have the really small snack packest of them but that is it...they do nothing to solve my cravings for them....any one who knows where to get them leave a comment for me!
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