*Goodbye to Romance

Sometimes i think im lost, sometimes im confused and wonder what's im searching for and  what do I truely want.I try to be a rational person, buta...it's so hard, and I just can't.  I knew, and I know, what i've done might hurt myself.  But the problem is not like I can't tell the right or wrong.  The problem is that I can't control myself.  And i guess that makes it me...different than anyone elas in this world