...full with unexpected moments, events and people.
Somehow I believe this was shape based on the way you think. You thought you lost something, but later then and maybe after a while (it may take ages), you'll realize that eventually you are gaining more than that. I feel lucky and some happiness, although at this moment I knew there's still long way to go...and don't know what's ahead awaiting for me. Probably shits haha, but as long you don't give up, focus on things you want to do, things will be okay.
Thanks to some people who still remember and trust me, willing to depend on me. A list to thank for my own remembrance. Thanks J eventho we did not see each other for a very long, nor really keep in touch with chat that much, thanks for your trust and think of me when you need someone for something as serious as business. Thanks VL for being so positive and somehow influence me the way see things better. Thanks T for being there for me, understanding, give me time and space for my own personal development, being supportive and kind words, honest and blunt towards me altho you are thousands miles away. Thanks H for the kind offer as my sensei altho we just met, barely knew each other, yet, you willing to be my sensei. Can't wait! Can't wait to see charming Damien of yours and play with him, if chances come by. Heheh. Thanks LW for being who you are.
Thanks to God, for giving me wisdom and courage to face same different shits everyday be it people or daily issues, dare to let go, and most important of all for making me realize how much I cherish this person deep from my heart, for that I know I am not afraid no more.
Now, beside Sigur Rós, he would be another man I would like to see live. This came to my mind when I listened to this, "A good music that touch people heart and talks to people mind doesn't need several instruments to make it right...and a few minutes will do" :) and it got me thinking, "you don't need a vocal/lyrics as a company too", well actually, it just a different genre, I called it 'mindblown genre'.
One more timesitting in a silent stareand I'm the only one that's here Let's just get it all out Gimme every single wordeven if it's gonna hurt... Cuz too many nightsfalling asleepwith all of these doubtsstuck in between usbeing polite is getting us nowhere now... So if you wanna stay, just stayif you wanna go, if you wanna gojust go So if you wanna stay, just stayif you wanna go, if you wanna gojust gogo far away, go far away... So let's just fightmaybe you could find some tearsand I could feel something real againyou and i know we need to figure this outtell me is it too late now... Cuz too many nightsfalling asleepwith all of these doubtsstuck in between usbeing polite is getting us nowhere now... So if you wanna stay, just stayif you wanna go, if you wanna gojust go So if you wanna stay, just stayif you wanna go, if you wanna gojust gogo far away, go far away... We built too much just to stand and watch it fall apart...It hurts too much just to stay the way we are... So if you wanna stay, just stayif you wanna go, if you wanna gojust go So if you wanna stay, just stayif you wanna go, if you wanna gojust gogo far away, go far away...
