Three months of fun, intense training for "Cuci-cuci The Musical" i've realize how helpful and supporting my Personal assistant is.
             During my busy hour, she is the woman behind who does the work that keeps my blog updated, keeps my facebook alive and keeps my life from less stress. Without her it would be slightly harder to have a personal life hehe...
             And most of all she is one of my best friend.
             Thank you :P i know you will be reading this later lol, i know you still got more to post and write right, thank you so much. hehe

Love you always babe
i really appreciates everything you do

What would you do when you know that you are dying?

I've meet a rare share of awesome nice people with the biggest heart I've ever seen.
These people would rather take the pain themselves to make others happy.

So here i am,

I'm going to give it my all.

 "I will love deeper
 I will speak sweeter "
 and do what my heart desire..

 Im gonna live my moments,
 be real brave..And not afraid..

If pain is what i will get in return, then so let it be..
as long as there's no regrets, as long as i did what i have to do...

I'm leaving my life the fullest, and give~

I'm not going to wait until the day i know that i'm dying~

Salmon fillet with salsa verde

I cook?~ unbelievable? hmm....believe it or not..haha Yes i Cook



When i was young i wasn't allowed to be anywhere near the kitchen, i love to help chop vege but not much chances. You know la~ adults afraid i will chop of my fingers instead..and add more zink* in the food.


Chinese chicken soup behind.

I use to cheat in cooking, buy the sauces that are already made and prepared. It was fun but not as satisfying.

I'm not sure whether its a talent, but i realize my self with this power of creativity when i was young. Me and my family would go for high tea and buffet. i will pick up my food and decorate it as i go along the lane. and by the time i reach my table, my plate will look like it was straight from the kitchen. i didnt realize until, one of my uncle said it on the dining table.


BBQ chicken cooked in a pan.

Through out my journey of cooking, i have tried many creative ways to cook up a cuisine.  But like most successful people, i have failed a lot, even my dog does't eat it.

I bake cupcakes, egg tarts and other desserts as well, but compared to meals, i still enjoy cooking meals more.

I like cooking creative, presentable cuisines compare to fried rice and maggie mee. Its just more challeneging and more exiting to me.


Salsa verde~

only recently i started making sauces and cooking from scratch. And im so happy!! So satisfying..hehe and a little proud of myself.

The chicken is super small cos i took most the meat away and this is mostly bones. i was trying out a new sauce, didnt want to waste the meat so i try small potion.


When People read comics, magazines, novels~ i look at cook books.

When they watch cartons, action movies sport, i  watch cooking channels and travel and living

I love food, i guest i have a little tiny passion for cooking as well.

Normally, when i prepare a meal for myself, its quite simple.
But for family and friends, i cook with passion, love and lots of effort.
Haha..i know i know. It might look good, BOut how about the tatse. haha
I have no comment, so far so good. haha

Thorns on roses....for protection
Not to be pluck easily not to be stolen.

When i have nothing, i have nothing to lose.
I have lost, and i know how it feels.

Keep close but stay away...

My thorns will shed when the time is right..
but who knows how long can that be...

I allow the rose to be taken away...and one by one people came...
No patient...
Some went a way,
No persistent...
Most didnt stay,

I wouldnt blame them, cos that would be unfair...
Until the one who knows that the rose is worth being stung...
I will shed my thorns and rest in his arms.

Really not in a rush, the rose has not even bloomed yet. Haha

When someone...something...people...animal...dies...leaves....disappear~
traumatically...illness...accidence...

someone close....someone you feel for....you question why....you mourn...

For he has scarified himself....for she has a destiny to for fill...for it has a message to tell...

A baby was left in a car for more then 8 hours in the sun....she came to earth and she left quickly...
she has become an angel sending a message to people who are not aware of their lives...
to busy mothers, you should slow down...pace...live life in the moment....
Not anticipating the next...

A recent respected director passed away....
To tell people health is important...
Warnings From your body should be paid with full attention...
Her work..her art..will still live on...and hopes her message stays in the hearts of people...

A friend of mine died in a bike crash...so young...so much future ahead....
He sacrifices himself by god to tell people not to ride recklessly...drive recklessly...

All these people...in the world...become angels to sent out a message...
but people just cry...feel bad...regret.....

WATS THE POINT!!!

Dont take life for granted, dont take their death for fate...
Dont take their message as life and trow it all away...

Be grateful...pay attention to people...have awareness...Learn the mistakes that can be avoided...

Remember at heart...They have become angels...a message to tell....