After watching the drama named "Moonlight Ressonnance", I miss my grandma. What i regret the most is not being able to be next to her when she passed away.

If i can go bak in the time, for all the wealth in the world, i would choose to be next to her. I still remember bak then, at the time i didnt immigrate to Canada;

Like 15 years ago ... i think it was cheetos or such tat had the toys in circular shape, made out of plastic, engraved with different countries name and landscape; there were 1 per package, i wanted them and my grandma was like ... telling me to go buy some cause she wanted to eat.

There was the yo-yo tat was popular ... regardless of mom's denial to buy me one, grandma went to a store and bought me an expensive one.

We were living in an old appartment ... had a wooden sofa ... o wtf, i kno ... and each time i was in the mom's room studying / doing homeworks ... grandma switch the tv to the cartoon channel on purpose so tat bro and me can watch through crack of the door. 

She also used to knock the wooden sofa with some 2 - 10 bucks coins, crying " Who wants ? " For sure, we were running there at the speed of light to get it.

All i have is tat necklace she gave to dad which is now given to me, but those great memories will stay forever within my heart.  

busy much sir ?

working 40h + is pretty usual; but as busy as ... is pretty rare -.-"

anyways ... im having too much weird dreams lately, maybe i will post some up if i still remember 'em :)

yesterday ... i had a nightmare !

it took place just in front of my house ... as usual i park my car nearby ... and then theres a truck who ramped my car .... causing gaz leaking and shyt, i came out and was like $!@, then i notice theres a flame .... suddenly the wind is blowing like crazy .... i was like hoooooly coooooow ..... Moo Moo, in a matter of seconds .... my car blew up and the whole place was on fire; Running with the speed of light ... i reach bak home, closed the door, wake-up my family and try to escape thru ... the backyard ...

it really must have to be a dream since ... the end is ; we got winded to a corner ( remember ?... tat incredible strong wind from nowhere lol ) and got burned alive ... its been forever since i last had a nightmare of tis kind ... normally its more like im getting traped by alot of sexy gurls :)

i knew i never should have go to gym without having a real meal ! tat was so silly of me -.-" A small bag of sour cream & oignon chips and a can of guru werent very nutritious. Not to mention, i havent slept much on the day before. Roar ...

I was trying to burn my usual 1k calories; arriving at 500, the fatigue tagged in, which isnt normal ... at 900, i cant stand it anymore, my tummy were hurting ... at near 1k ... i almost fainted haha.

On my way home, i went to the grocery store and grabbed for nearly 50 buks of food ... incredible ... i havent spend tis much money on foods for nearly a decade haha. Wat stunt me the most ... a small bag of grape costs 6 buks ... a tiny box of blakberries ... 4 buks ... omfg wat the heck is going on in tis crazy world !!!

At home ... i made myself a tuna sandwich muha haha with the wh0le can of tuna in it ... 3 slices of bread ... a lil bit of mayo. And to finish ... A glass of milk ! <-- havent drink a zip of it for almost a decade as well lawl.

The reason i started to drink milk once again is tat i need calcium ... i want strong and healthy bones ... i feel like a weakling lately after losing over 50 pounds. So powerless even a gurl can beat me up.

Now my legs are like dead ... they are crippled; i walk like a forest. Isnt tat sweeeet ?  

tomorrow around 5 am. bro and me are gonna hit the road toward torontoo. new dvd ... foods ... and car parts maybe ... here i come hehe. Hopefully there wouldnt be too much cops on the way. Muha haha, a tour in the Pacific Mall ... and all ur shopping spree is done :) Hmm should i or should i not go to the niagara fall ...