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Never Again?
Tuesday, Jun 3, 2008 4:40AM / Standard Entry / Members only
HEART BROKEN
MUSIC STOLEN
FROM MY LIPS
PASSION STOLEN FROM MY HEART
TORN APART
THE CANDLE UNLIT
NOW I'M LOST
FAR FROM HOME
VERY OLD
TEARS ALL GONE
FIRE SOLD
SOLD TO.. DISCOURAGEMENT
& DESPAIR
SOLD TO.. 'EL OLVIDO'
MUST I SURRENDER?
IS THIS... NEVER AGAIN?
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A New Epoca (Because of who You are and who I am in You)
Saturday, May 10, 2008 9:30AM / Standard Entry / Members only
So long
So alone
Oh how we strive against
Rather than towards
Your Spirit of peace and love
I am Your daughter
This I know very well
A bringer of good news
Yet my soul
In pain and distress
Calls out to You
And the world is swirling, twirling and turning
All around me
I know things that many do not
I feel things that many do not
But yet I am merely as they are
Even lowly and unimpressive than they are
How will they know..
Reach deep down insideand
let your heart
Extend to Him
He was and is and is to come
He has been there for me
I've faultered many times
I owe Him much..I owe Him my life
His Love is better than wine
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This poem is called, "It's about time I wrote another poem"
Saturday, May 3, 2008 5:55AM / Standard Entry / Members only
sinking
try to stop me
try to pull me down
it won't be easy
not happening
wont be dragged around
this is my time
one way or another
do or die
ill be ready
no matter the lies
impossible/possible
possible/impossible
one way or another
don't matter
i dont give up
this is my time
Akira
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Just a little survey I decided to take.. Apr 1
Wednesday, Apr 2, 2008 1:35AM / Standard Entry / Members only
A.
2. What is the happiest thing in
Answer the questions as follows. Then, delete one of the questions you don't like and add a new question. There should be 20 questions in total. Pass it on to 11 people and list the people who will need to answer those questions. Notify them by signing on their guestbook and tell them that they've been picked. The chosen ones will have to answer the questions. They will then be forever blessed by God and everyone. B.
The 11 chosen ones will have to mention who has picked them and they will have to pass it onto others in order for the game to continue. There are to be no repeated invites. The chosen one will be blessed by everyone who has participated in this game and their wishes will come true in the not so distant future.
~The questions begin~
1. Is reality in this world harsh?
It is harsh, this is also an understatement; it can make us stronger if we choose it and can give us greater understanding of what love and goodness really is.in life?
For me: my love for my daughter, her love for me; God likewise and God’s love in all.
3. How long has it been since you've thought about things quietly? (In this busy lifestyle)
I'm usually thinking, and not so so busy, but that doesn't mean everything is so quiet..4. What country would you really want to travel to?
Jerusalem, Egypt, Japan and China, Mexico, Hawaii, Australia, sheesh, I don’t know a lot of places!!5. What annoys you most about yourself?
When I am fearful of the future or anything really, if I hurt somebody or knew I could’ve dealt with something better, anything negative that makes me unhappy.6. What do you do if you're not happy?
I think of God, pray, think of something positive (like my daughter), sometimes sing!, just let whatever I have to let out out or sleep, ooh I should take a nice long shower!!! Sometimes get angry and be miserable can’t forget that!7. What is your personal goal in life?
To hopefully be happy as much as possible, tell people about my Jesus and take care of my family.8. Any practical goals in the next 5 years?
Sure, finish College this summer and get a job. Pretty simple.. I take life as it comes to me and hopefully make the best decisions, even if it means putting myself out there.9. What kind of supernatural powers you would like to have?
Don’t ask me that question, there’s more than one.. Alot! Invisible when I want to be, fire powers, super strength (of course), be able to read people's mind only when I really want to.. move things supernaturally.. heehee Whatever’s clever!10. The most beautiful place?
In my dreams heaven, space, and wherever God would like to take me. On this planet, don’t know, I think I can appreciate many places (puerto rico is beautiful). My daughter that’s the most beautiful person to me.11. If you can fulfill one wish, what would it be?
One wish is not enough, but I guess it would be to help my mother retire.12. What are the things you'd expect in your other half?
I expect alot, therefore, give alot, I won't expect what I can't give.13. What do you think you lack and how would you like to improve upon that?
More self-esteem, more courage, more patience, however I can be a better mother and daughter of God, I’m on it.14. What would you want to do if there were 7 days left before the end of the world?
Strong question for me. Would help as many people as possible cope with fear and be couragous and faithfilled, and make sure my daughter is with me and in one accord.15. What's on your mind today?
Trying to manage writing this down and eating hot cheetos with not so hot cheese anymore, and start on my energy drink.. and start on some computer homework, gonna turn the heater off soon… make sure I remember to pick up my daughter!! simple everyday things... and also would like to write honestly and well.16.Say something honest to someone you're thinking of. (Say that person's name as well)
Your funny bleupluie.. What does that name mean??17. Any situation that you'd hate?
Being angry with family or people but extremely angry ?(not normal angry that I can handle easily). It doesn't happen to me often people! Once in a huge while I'd say.18. What is the worst thing that can happen on this earth?
Can’t say it’s too controversial, Let’s say it happens everyday, someone suffering.19. What do you want to be when you grow up?
?? Pressing forward, never giving up.20. If you were teleported to one moment in the past, when or which year will you choose and why?
Too many choices? Hmm.. to see my daughter as a baby again and share more moments with her. I can't regret much in my past because if I were to change something maybe my daughter wouldn't be here and that I couldn't accept.Next, I'd like to pass it on to... I don’t have time to pass it to eleven people and I’m already blessed but it’s a cool game and I’d like to show it to Mr. Boon, unless, he’s already done it... heehee
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Craziest Trial
Sunday, Mar 16, 2008 10:08PM / Standard Entry / Members only
Well I haven't been around in a while, Hey! Hopefully everyone is doing good and keeping their heads up. It's funny though, I try to avoid dramatic situations but they come anyways, and I have no choice but to learn how to face them. Not easy let me tell you. I think I manage to piss off about seven to eight people in one day. But I had my reasons, I just was overwhelmed emotionally so I didn't compose myself very well. I'm usually very nice and understanding, compassionate and non-judgemental, but something struck a cord, then forget it! Get out of the way! I tried to calm the storm, later when I had enough sleep!!
I'm use to people getting the wrong idea of me anyways. Regardless of my popularity, that wasn't what was so grave about what happen to me recently. Let's just say it was all about old frustrations and caring about a friend. It's all good, God never leaves me empty handed. 



















